...merry fucking christmas ..
today is christmas. it made me realize how appreciative of my family i am. I love them so much. I have probably one of the best families. My parents would do anything for me and they are so understanding. ah i love them. I havent done anything lately. All i do is sit on my fucking bed infront of this fucking computer. Its fucking terrible. No one ever wants to fucking hang out with me. I wish i lived closer to baltimore. those guys are the coolest. hopefully i can go down this week. i need money.
so yeah im boycotting boys. seriously. they all suck. all of them. No maybe they dont. Its gotta be me. I always fuck shit up. I fucked shit up with steve and now hes with his old girlfriend again. ah shes better for him anyway. All these boys are going back to there old girlfriends. its sad. I mean as long as there happy.
So the other night i was a really good friend. i let my friend come stay here because he got kicked out. hes a funny character. i wish he would cheer the fuck up tho. he gets me so fucking worried.
I care too much. If i didnt care so much i would never get sad and shit.
I wanna dye my hair again. im thinking black blonde and pink. its a possibility. probably more black this time.
I also wanted to get my cheeks pierced. but people bitch about that and how it will fuck up my face. I like it so thats all that should matter. but i know my parents will be pissed and i dont think i should do that considering all the shit they just bought me.
I would like to go out tommorow. i have no idea what im going to do. But i need to get out of this house. i sat in for like 5 days straight haha.
I like to cuddle. hahaha im so fucking delerious or in a funny mood or whatever. I dont fucking know anymore. Im bored as fuck.
I dont want to go back to school. Id really rather stay here and go to community and get a job. we will see.
No one is going to read this shit. and if they do im sorry because its all buulllshiitttt.
I need 30 dollars, i would like to go get my tongue pierced. the healing process will suck balls. Well no because you cant suck balls. thats gross anyway. But yeah no oral contact with another person. something in those sort of words.
I need a hobby. i miss cheerleading. that was badass. i use to breakkk it downnn.
I want to go to a new years party. and i wanna get dressed up, and try to look hott for like 10 minutes.
I really like meeting new people. especially ones who are nice. cause then i get kickass friends.
FUCK YOOUR BROKEN HEART! badassmotherfucking song. remembering never is the shit.
I need money and a job. So then i can buy more clothes. I Love clothes now.
I like to dance bymyself.
so i think im hanging out with nickman tommorow. haha hes funny as shit. i wanna play some animal crossing.
ok heres what i got for christmas..
1. a kickass mp3 player that is way better then an ipod.
2. New speakers for my car. My stereo is bumpin
3. Sweetass shirts.
4. alot of body wash?
5. socks
6. exorcism of emily rose that came with the forsaken
7. Dirty dancing
8. make up
9.a hat LOl?
10.some game stuff. my moms cute lol
11. a blowdryer
12. a car thing for my mp3 player
I cant think of what else. It wasnt that much this year but i got some expensive shit so its whatever. i dont care. Im happy. I wish we still talked to my family. but they are gay as fuck.
OOOHhh No its now time to pretend who we are cause not knowing is in, so you be me, and ill be everyone else. yOUUURR All the same. Arms of Orion are my niggas yo.
This journal layout is ugly as shit and old as fuck. But im never on this piece of shit.
yeah i really dont want to go back to kutztown. its evil. Ill probably get possesed by fucking demons if i go back. hahaha one two three four five six. any time i watch that movie i feel possesed after. true story.
My breathing is so fucking bad. come give me CPR. ill slip in a little tongue action.ew.
This entry is fucking ridiculous. But actually i slipped in fucking subliminal messages. If you count every third word and take the second letter it says something. . . .
This is the longest ive ever been single. fuck this shit. Nah i dont want a boyfriend. Ok yes i do. I lied. I just want someone to care about me. it sucks, and its pretty sad.
ew. i feel sick. I think its that cleaning shit that my brother used to clean the rugss.
boys hurt my heart. I wanna rip that shit out. i dont want a fucking heart.
dude fucking dashboard is so good. really chill. So what if your friends think im crazy, well i wasnt trying to impress thosee boyss anyway. I love how i change words. like girls to boys. cause if i said girl then id be gay.
I deffinately should delete this whole entry. But i wont. i dont give a fuck.
Everytime you go to sleep at night i wonder what you hide behind closed eyes what else could you be keeping from me.
Know whats fucking good. Soco. who wants to get krunkkkkkk.
I might go make some spagetti. Im doing wash. Its probably done considering ive been writing this shit for like an hour.
Someone throw a surprise party for me. Soon. it would be so funn. I would do it for you.
Ive been listening to alot of senses fail lately. its good shit.
Im going. this is getting ridiculous.
I listened to like a million songs while writing this so now what to do when i put a song in that little music jawn piece. It will be a surprise.
<3 jenn smith
so yeah im boycotting boys. seriously. they all suck. all of them. No maybe they dont. Its gotta be me. I always fuck shit up. I fucked shit up with steve and now hes with his old girlfriend again. ah shes better for him anyway. All these boys are going back to there old girlfriends. its sad. I mean as long as there happy.
So the other night i was a really good friend. i let my friend come stay here because he got kicked out. hes a funny character. i wish he would cheer the fuck up tho. he gets me so fucking worried.
I care too much. If i didnt care so much i would never get sad and shit.
I wanna dye my hair again. im thinking black blonde and pink. its a possibility. probably more black this time.
I also wanted to get my cheeks pierced. but people bitch about that and how it will fuck up my face. I like it so thats all that should matter. but i know my parents will be pissed and i dont think i should do that considering all the shit they just bought me.
I would like to go out tommorow. i have no idea what im going to do. But i need to get out of this house. i sat in for like 5 days straight haha.
I like to cuddle. hahaha im so fucking delerious or in a funny mood or whatever. I dont fucking know anymore. Im bored as fuck.
I dont want to go back to school. Id really rather stay here and go to community and get a job. we will see.
No one is going to read this shit. and if they do im sorry because its all buulllshiitttt.
I need 30 dollars, i would like to go get my tongue pierced. the healing process will suck balls. Well no because you cant suck balls. thats gross anyway. But yeah no oral contact with another person. something in those sort of words.
I need a hobby. i miss cheerleading. that was badass. i use to breakkk it downnn.
I want to go to a new years party. and i wanna get dressed up, and try to look hott for like 10 minutes.
I really like meeting new people. especially ones who are nice. cause then i get kickass friends.
FUCK YOOUR BROKEN HEART! badassmotherfucking song. remembering never is the shit.
I need money and a job. So then i can buy more clothes. I Love clothes now.
I like to dance bymyself.
so i think im hanging out with nickman tommorow. haha hes funny as shit. i wanna play some animal crossing.
ok heres what i got for christmas..
1. a kickass mp3 player that is way better then an ipod.
2. New speakers for my car. My stereo is bumpin
3. Sweetass shirts.
4. alot of body wash?
5. socks
6. exorcism of emily rose that came with the forsaken
7. Dirty dancing
8. make up
9.a hat LOl?
10.some game stuff. my moms cute lol
11. a blowdryer
12. a car thing for my mp3 player
I cant think of what else. It wasnt that much this year but i got some expensive shit so its whatever. i dont care. Im happy. I wish we still talked to my family. but they are gay as fuck.
OOOHhh No its now time to pretend who we are cause not knowing is in, so you be me, and ill be everyone else. yOUUURR All the same. Arms of Orion are my niggas yo.
This journal layout is ugly as shit and old as fuck. But im never on this piece of shit.
yeah i really dont want to go back to kutztown. its evil. Ill probably get possesed by fucking demons if i go back. hahaha one two three four five six. any time i watch that movie i feel possesed after. true story.
My breathing is so fucking bad. come give me CPR. ill slip in a little tongue action.ew.
This entry is fucking ridiculous. But actually i slipped in fucking subliminal messages. If you count every third word and take the second letter it says something. . . .
This is the longest ive ever been single. fuck this shit. Nah i dont want a boyfriend. Ok yes i do. I lied. I just want someone to care about me. it sucks, and its pretty sad.
ew. i feel sick. I think its that cleaning shit that my brother used to clean the rugss.
boys hurt my heart. I wanna rip that shit out. i dont want a fucking heart.
dude fucking dashboard is so good. really chill. So what if your friends think im crazy, well i wasnt trying to impress thosee boyss anyway. I love how i change words. like girls to boys. cause if i said girl then id be gay.
I deffinately should delete this whole entry. But i wont. i dont give a fuck.
Everytime you go to sleep at night i wonder what you hide behind closed eyes what else could you be keeping from me.
Know whats fucking good. Soco. who wants to get krunkkkkkk.
I might go make some spagetti. Im doing wash. Its probably done considering ive been writing this shit for like an hour.
Someone throw a surprise party for me. Soon. it would be so funn. I would do it for you.
Ive been listening to alot of senses fail lately. its good shit.
Im going. this is getting ridiculous.
I listened to like a million songs while writing this so now what to do when i put a song in that little music jawn piece. It will be a surprise.
<3 jenn smith