i cant do this anymore
i hate this. i cant live like this anymore. i dont know. i feel like shit. i try to cover it up and try to have fun. but inside im fucking dying. im so fucking lonely. i hate the people up here, they are so mean, it breaks my fucking heart. i dont know what to do. i guess its my looks . my life is falling apart. i quit my job i dont go to class. i cant do this shit on my own. i need someone with me.