So I clicked random on livejournal and came across yours. I went through and read all your entries. You have been through so much in such a short time that it is heart breaking. However, despite all of the struggles, you have somehow survived.
Despite that you feel alone, you should understand that you arent. Despite that you may feel lost, remember that even after the darkest night can come a brighter day. The loss of a loved one hurts, I understand. I havent lost someone as close as you, but I lost my cousin and he was only 23. Growing up we were best friends, and as we grew up, we grew apart. It pains me and makes me hate myself when I think of how I took him for granted, just because he was young. That someday after I graduated I would be able to rekindle with him and everyone else I neglected. But then that day came. And having to hear that news, having to go to that funeral, and having to speak at his funeral was surreal. I understood that I blew my chance, and that I would not be able to make it up.
I havent seen my cousin alive since we were 15. I am now 23.
I understand that you lost your father far to soon. I know these words cant bring him back. I understand that some days are so hard you cant bear them. But remember that you should never give up. No matter how alone you feel, no matter how dark life gets, you can only keep your head up and move on. Dont ever let go, but instead keep in mind that none of us are invincible, and there is no guarentee that any of us will live even 10 more minutes.
Make sure that those you love know you love them, and above all, keep your head up through it all.
I hope it doesnt freak you out that I posted this. Keep your head up.
Despite that you feel alone, you should understand that you arent. Despite that you may feel lost, remember that even after the darkest night can come a brighter day. The loss of a loved one hurts, I understand. I havent lost someone as close as you, but I lost my cousin and he was only 23. Growing up we were best friends, and as we grew up, we grew apart. It pains me and makes me hate myself when I think of how I took him for granted, just because he was young. That someday after I graduated I would be able to rekindle with him and everyone else I neglected. But then that day came. And having to hear that news, having to go to that funeral, and having to speak at his funeral was surreal. I understood that I blew my chance, and that I would not be able to make it up.
I havent seen my cousin alive since we were 15. I am now 23.
I understand that you lost your father far to soon. I know these words cant bring him back. I understand that some days are so hard you cant bear them. But remember that you should never give up. No matter how alone you feel, no matter how dark life gets, you can only keep your head up and move on. Dont ever let go, but instead keep in mind that none of us are invincible, and there is no guarentee that any of us will live even 10 more minutes.
Make sure that those you love know you love them, and above all, keep your head up through it all.
I hope it doesnt freak you out that I posted this. Keep your head up.
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