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So, I haven't updated for a while. I'm not even sure that anyone reads these. I just have a lot of stuff i need to get out, whether anyone reads it or not.
I had a huge argument with mum last night, i'd gone home for the weekend. I got really upset cuz i feel like everytime i go home we argue and it was my last night at home and i didnt want to argue. so that wasnt great...
we havent spoken since then. she hasn't even checked that i got here okay, which must mean she's really annoyed cuz she always checks if i've got back safe. So that's just great.
I'm really missing Dad as always. It's really scaring me the fact that it's coming up to 4 years now. And the fact that next year will be 5 is really scary..halfway to 10..
It also would have been his 60th birthday this year which would have been a big one. Its just hard thinking of all the things he's missing and going to miss.
I had a huge argument with mum last night, i'd gone home for the weekend. I got really upset cuz i feel like everytime i go home we argue and it was my last night at home and i didnt want to argue. so that wasnt great...
we havent spoken since then. she hasn't even checked that i got here okay, which must mean she's really annoyed cuz she always checks if i've got back safe. So that's just great.
I'm really missing Dad as always. It's really scaring me the fact that it's coming up to 4 years now. And the fact that next year will be 5 is really scary..halfway to 10..
It also would have been his 60th birthday this year which would have been a big one. Its just hard thinking of all the things he's missing and going to miss.