When in doubt, wait it out
Allo!
My life is a crazy jumble of inebriation on the weekends and catch up during the week. That's basically all. Last week I had a rough time, but I survived it and am feeling more positive. I think I am mostly hormonal and thus emotional. Extreme highs that come crashing to a new level of low. Nothing dyre has been happening, it's just my mind is a scatter brain right now. Different parts are in different places on different thoughts and they don't connect at the end of the day to give me peace of mind. All I can right now is keep on truckin' and wait it out. When in doubt, wait it out! Well that's all for now. I could take about much more, but... I won't.
Last night I was too drunk for life. It was fun, nothing dumb happened and I didn't harm anyone, but I definitely don't want to be in a state like that ever again. If I had fun I should also be able to remember it the next day! I remember bits and pieces.. once again in the end, I am mostly a scatter brain. Random! Crazy!
Time to learn from this experience. I'm not sure what I learned, but I'm sure it will be something.
That is all!
Peace!
-J
My life is a crazy jumble of inebriation on the weekends and catch up during the week. That's basically all. Last week I had a rough time, but I survived it and am feeling more positive. I think I am mostly hormonal and thus emotional. Extreme highs that come crashing to a new level of low. Nothing dyre has been happening, it's just my mind is a scatter brain right now. Different parts are in different places on different thoughts and they don't connect at the end of the day to give me peace of mind. All I can right now is keep on truckin' and wait it out. When in doubt, wait it out! Well that's all for now. I could take about much more, but... I won't.
Last night I was too drunk for life. It was fun, nothing dumb happened and I didn't harm anyone, but I definitely don't want to be in a state like that ever again. If I had fun I should also be able to remember it the next day! I remember bits and pieces.. once again in the end, I am mostly a scatter brain. Random! Crazy!
Time to learn from this experience. I'm not sure what I learned, but I'm sure it will be something.
That is all!
Peace!
-J