WE WERE AS ONE BABE, FOR A MOMENT IN TIME
Yesterday i had to watch my 3 little cousins.
I'M NEVER HAVING 3 KIDS ... EVER EVER EVER EVER.
Or atleast not 2 that close in age.
The oldest one is what i like to call my mini me lol.
She'll sit there and talk to me about everything, it's so cute.
She's 8 already, aw :]
The middle one, is a spitting physical image of me, from the hair to the face.
But she's such a little bitch when she wants to be, she's hyper and she's obnoxious.
And the baby, well she's just a cutie.
Donielle, the oldest one, yesterday was like "chantal, when i'm older can we hang out?" haha aw, it was cute.
me and her are going to be like me and my older cousin.
We're gnna have her sleep over next weekend and have dionna, the middle child, spend some much needed time with her mom and dad lol.
we have MCAS for the next 3 days, gag me. icky
found the bitch that stole my cell phone.
needless to say i get my phone back this week, exciting? yep
Greg decided to be a douche bag today and say that the reason why we haven't kept in touch was me.
I'm sorry, whos the one that texts who everyday?
i never get a response back from him, so therefore he can fuck off.
he's a cocky little prick anyway, i don't need that.
I don't allow myself to get close to guys anymore.
Jimmie i liked but i just didnt wanna get attached.
Greg i really liked, but then again didn't wanna get attached.
he told me he was falling in love with me and i didn't even say anything back to that.
The one time i allowed myself to fully love someone they turned their back on me.
I can't do it anymore.
Jameson is the only guy i've allowed myself to get close to after rick.
I'm starting to have dreams about Jameson doing to me what rick did to me.
I wake up crying, It bugs the shit out of me.
I know he wouldn't be like that to me though, atleast i hope not.
I'm gonna go and make ym bed now and buy something then go lay down.
I'm tired.
I'M NEVER HAVING 3 KIDS ... EVER EVER EVER EVER.
Or atleast not 2 that close in age.
The oldest one is what i like to call my mini me lol.
She'll sit there and talk to me about everything, it's so cute.
She's 8 already, aw :]
The middle one, is a spitting physical image of me, from the hair to the face.
But she's such a little bitch when she wants to be, she's hyper and she's obnoxious.
And the baby, well she's just a cutie.
Donielle, the oldest one, yesterday was like "chantal, when i'm older can we hang out?" haha aw, it was cute.
me and her are going to be like me and my older cousin.
We're gnna have her sleep over next weekend and have dionna, the middle child, spend some much needed time with her mom and dad lol.
we have MCAS for the next 3 days, gag me. icky
found the bitch that stole my cell phone.
needless to say i get my phone back this week, exciting? yep
Greg decided to be a douche bag today and say that the reason why we haven't kept in touch was me.
I'm sorry, whos the one that texts who everyday?
i never get a response back from him, so therefore he can fuck off.
he's a cocky little prick anyway, i don't need that.
I don't allow myself to get close to guys anymore.
Jimmie i liked but i just didnt wanna get attached.
Greg i really liked, but then again didn't wanna get attached.
he told me he was falling in love with me and i didn't even say anything back to that.
The one time i allowed myself to fully love someone they turned their back on me.
I can't do it anymore.
Jameson is the only guy i've allowed myself to get close to after rick.
I'm starting to have dreams about Jameson doing to me what rick did to me.
I wake up crying, It bugs the shit out of me.
I know he wouldn't be like that to me though, atleast i hope not.
I'm gonna go and make ym bed now and buy something then go lay down.
I'm tired.