Sep 25, 2003 10:02
I am trying to turn over a new page w/kevin i suppose. We have had really big arguments lately. Me and my mom arnt getting along since the car accident and this is not what I need right now. Im starting to feel just as depressed as i did last year when I went to the stress center. But when I go there I guess I thnk ppl might think Im crazy. I hate it. The things you have to do to help yourself give you such a bad image. Me and Kev tried to work things out and we were like pretty much gonna break up (his decision) but then he told me he loved me too much and we talked about how that would be throwing everything away we ever had. But no matter what ever happens he told me Im still his best friend and that he loves me.
We are still together but I guess I have to make some changes in correspondence to our relationships. I dont want to take the time to explain all of them but things are going to change. Will you all just pray for me in all these hard situations Im dealing with now? I cant affored to lose Kevin. Hes the love of my life.