One week away...
So, in one week, I move. I'll be moving to the cheapest apartment I've had in years. I finally feel that I'm starting to get back to a point in my life where I'm starting to make good decisions and getting to a point where I will finally start to make progress again, instead of digging myself out of a giant hole that I've created.
A few days ago, I visited Dallas for a few days. It was a very surreal, strange experience. I felt like I was visiting my old home. The kind of home that you miss. Even though I only live in Dallas for a few years, it really feels like home to me. Seeing friends, seeing places where I use to work, places I used to spend my free time, places that just became part of my life....seeing them again made me homesick. It was very hard to leave. I wanted to stay....
I got an email from a close friend of mine today. He lives in Dallas, and he's going through some tough times. I wish I was up there right now to help him out. I wish I could be a better friend to the friends that mean the most to me. I feel like I have spent so much time fixing my personal mistakes, it's robbed me of being around for the people that need my help. I wish I could be up there right now.
I have a dilemma. I know I'm not going to be in San Antonio much longer. I know I'm going to be living somewhere else soon. I just don't know where I should move. Part of me really wants to move to Austin, to experience what it has to offer, plus I have some friends up there. Part of me just really wants to get back to the Big D, where I feel like I belong....long term.
I don't know what I should do. Perhaps I'll have another epiphany soon.....
A few days ago, I visited Dallas for a few days. It was a very surreal, strange experience. I felt like I was visiting my old home. The kind of home that you miss. Even though I only live in Dallas for a few years, it really feels like home to me. Seeing friends, seeing places where I use to work, places I used to spend my free time, places that just became part of my life....seeing them again made me homesick. It was very hard to leave. I wanted to stay....
I got an email from a close friend of mine today. He lives in Dallas, and he's going through some tough times. I wish I was up there right now to help him out. I wish I could be a better friend to the friends that mean the most to me. I feel like I have spent so much time fixing my personal mistakes, it's robbed me of being around for the people that need my help. I wish I could be up there right now.
I have a dilemma. I know I'm not going to be in San Antonio much longer. I know I'm going to be living somewhere else soon. I just don't know where I should move. Part of me really wants to move to Austin, to experience what it has to offer, plus I have some friends up there. Part of me just really wants to get back to the Big D, where I feel like I belong....long term.
I don't know what I should do. Perhaps I'll have another epiphany soon.....