i should disown you for this post. ...but if it was only delirious mental ramblings, then you should ramble in the opposite direction. here, i'll help you out:
pardon the language, but fuck that. honesty is my policy. you know where you screwed up? my saddest memories were caused by realizing/being told the truth. REALIZING? being told?? at long last, after much time of being lied to, am i right? the truth always "comes out" later.. well, fuck it all. no one should ever tip-toe around the truth or hide things. because it causes MUCH MORE PAIN AFTER the lies. the inevitable "truth associated pain" is caused by the lies. that is so shitty. if there is any pain in the truth, it is usually minimalized when it happens immediately and has not been hid and contorted. think about THAT this time.
linz, stick to your guns, the instinct to trust and rely on the truth must be strengthened. let people know you believe it. don't doubt it. show everyone else around you your faith in and respect for honesty, and it will rub off.
if it doesnt, then youll end up cutting people out of your life like i tend to do.. and then youll only have the best company, even if there are only two very amazing people coming to your party, haha ;) you already know id take that over hordes of liars and people who cant be trusted. but those ones you keep, and hold on to tightly, youll know they believe in the truth alongside of you. :)
*hugs*
now go take a nap. why were you up so late//early??!
...but if it was only delirious mental ramblings, then you should ramble in the opposite direction. here, i'll help you out:
pardon the language, but fuck that. honesty is my policy. you know where you screwed up? my saddest memories were caused by realizing/being told the truth. REALIZING? being told?? at long last, after much time of being lied to, am i right? the truth always "comes out" later.. well, fuck it all. no one should ever tip-toe around the truth or hide things. because it causes MUCH MORE PAIN AFTER the lies. the inevitable "truth associated pain" is caused by the lies. that is so shitty. if there is any pain in the truth, it is usually minimalized when it happens immediately and has not been hid and contorted. think about THAT this time.
linz, stick to your guns, the instinct to trust and rely on the truth must be strengthened. let people know you believe it. don't doubt it. show everyone else around you your faith in and respect for honesty, and it will rub off.
if it doesnt, then youll end up cutting people out of your life like i tend to do.. and then youll only have the best company, even if there are only two very amazing people coming to your party, haha ;) you already know id take that over hordes of liars and people who cant be trusted. but those ones you keep, and hold on to tightly, youll know they believe in the truth alongside of you. :)
*hugs*
now go take a nap. why were you up so late//early??!
-jld
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