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i should be studying for my econ test tomorrow.
and finishing my art project that i MUST turn in tomorrow.
but... i'm not. face it. i don't think i'll get anything done.
i've been feeling a little anxious lately (note the emoticon above)
not only because of school, but a lot of things.
i can't keep my mind on one thing. my focus is completely gone.
i need to have priorities. without them, nothing will get accomplished.
i should start making lists again.
1. finish art.
2. study for econ test.
3. fix my hair.
4. clean my room.
5. check my savings account.
6. put up posters in my room.
7. rent more dvds. return old ones.
8. delete unwanted e-mails.
9. finish art.
10. study for econ test.
11. realize that #9 and 10 are exactly like #1 and 2.
12. do #1 and 2 asap.
13. have the balls to talk to "him," whoever he may be.
14. just talk to him, damnit. this is killing me.
15. rearrange my life, especially my love life.
16. i don't make any sense. i only want someone to talk to :[ is that too much to ask for?
the more i think about it, the last four things are just as important as the first two. i don't know why, but i feel like socializing right now. and if i want to end my high school career right, it should be by finally talking to someone worth talking to. now how can i do that? *sigh* if only he knew. or whoever. whatever. i don't even know who "he" is.
and finishing my art project that i MUST turn in tomorrow.
but... i'm not. face it. i don't think i'll get anything done.
i've been feeling a little anxious lately (note the emoticon above)
not only because of school, but a lot of things.
i can't keep my mind on one thing. my focus is completely gone.
i need to have priorities. without them, nothing will get accomplished.
i should start making lists again.
1. finish art.
2. study for econ test.
3. fix my hair.
4. clean my room.
5. check my savings account.
6. put up posters in my room.
7. rent more dvds. return old ones.
8. delete unwanted e-mails.
9. finish art.
10. study for econ test.
11. realize that #9 and 10 are exactly like #1 and 2.
12. do #1 and 2 asap.
13. have the balls to talk to "him," whoever he may be.
14. just talk to him, damnit. this is killing me.
15. rearrange my life, especially my love life.
16. i don't make any sense. i only want someone to talk to :[ is that too much to ask for?
the more i think about it, the last four things are just as important as the first two. i don't know why, but i feel like socializing right now. and if i want to end my high school career right, it should be by finally talking to someone worth talking to. now how can i do that? *sigh* if only he knew. or whoever. whatever. i don't even know who "he" is.