Oct 16, 2005 21:01
I just got off my second 24 hour duty this morning, i slept for a great length. talking to jarod right now about the band. my second project is solidified, at least for the small bit that it is, minus the drumming. no one has heard it but the two of us, which is good. i love someone very much. i shouldn't really say love because i'm sure she would have it differently. unfortunately, i never told her before or things might be different. she may know though after all, she should. i am such a fool to run off and start my career without saying goodbye. i owe her t hat much. however... there is a bit of comedy in all this because looking back i recall several instances where i've told friends about different girls, all of these friends are reading this now and thinking "i know who it is", when it actuality, there's but one. two rather... just in case she knows.
the last end of the scale rebounds on pavement, weight spills to the floor all over in the shape of spilled molassis. in case were are still asleep hang boulders on the bellfry, resounding such a great grin of resonance that our feet will tremble calmly as they lie strapped over the edges of each bed wrapped in plastic. no one is around where the shackles are cold, laid strewn underneath serpant like coils of chain on chain whose rust harvests like wildfire in papyrus.