bored....
Well, I am stuck alone at home and I am SOOO freakin bored! Gosh! lol, j/p. I have to say tho, that I just found out that I have to go to a surprise bday party for my great uncle whos turning 70 somethin on saturday, so i can't do anything with carley which truly sux! Cuz she's fregin out! lol most of you prolly don't get that, but it was really funny to me! well, i have been thinking lately, and I know I'm going to regret saying this, but hey, if I have to worry about who's gonna care what I put in here, I shouldn't use it, cuz it won't serve its purpose-an outlet of MY feelings...
well, I've been thinkin, and there have been sooooo many flippin obstacles between me and joseph, like anytime anything might happen. and i mean, i have been in love with him for like ever, so im not doubting my feelings for the guy, hes frickin amazing, but more of the reality of it all. And carley was tellin me that it has to be meant! but carley, no offense, i think you're wrong! (she still hasn't been totally caught up with everything, so its understandable) but, i dunno...its still in the thought process. Blah! I hate not knowing what's going on in my head! It makes everything else so much harder!
lol, but i fed the homeless last night and watched the amazing race and judging amy. it was all in all 2 good days in a row, which is pretty frickin awesome for me! lol...*sigh* so much drama in this world we call high skool! lol, OH! And I so called that amy's mom wouldn't die! lol yep, that's right, i'm good! lol...omgosh!! I almost forgot to mention that i watched the medium on monday, yes, audrey, ur right-it was friggin awesome!!!
Well, I gotta go, so ill talk to ya all later! (wow, that sounded hicky*haha, hicky* lol)
**Julie**;)
well, I've been thinkin, and there have been sooooo many flippin obstacles between me and joseph, like anytime anything might happen. and i mean, i have been in love with him for like ever, so im not doubting my feelings for the guy, hes frickin amazing, but more of the reality of it all. And carley was tellin me that it has to be meant! but carley, no offense, i think you're wrong! (she still hasn't been totally caught up with everything, so its understandable) but, i dunno...its still in the thought process. Blah! I hate not knowing what's going on in my head! It makes everything else so much harder!
lol, but i fed the homeless last night and watched the amazing race and judging amy. it was all in all 2 good days in a row, which is pretty frickin awesome for me! lol...*sigh* so much drama in this world we call high skool! lol, OH! And I so called that amy's mom wouldn't die! lol yep, that's right, i'm good! lol...omgosh!! I almost forgot to mention that i watched the medium on monday, yes, audrey, ur right-it was friggin awesome!!!
Well, I gotta go, so ill talk to ya all later! (wow, that sounded hicky*haha, hicky* lol)
**Julie**;)