this is a ghost town
gaaah!! i have a spare plane ticket and i want to fly home right this very second and just lie in my old bed with the blankets piled high and the sound of TV in the background. I want to play with the little girl who lives next door, Dorothy, and I want to grocery shop at stores i like and am familiar with. I want to go to the mountains and read my newspaper there, not in my bedroom that gets no sun light. I want play with my autistic cuties again and boy, i just want to be home.
I am starting a new list of things i want to accomplish when I get back to salt lake. I am going to take advantage of every opportunity and I am going to live life to the fullest. I feel like I wasted too much time being self conscious and feeling like I needed to hate everything. Chicago has brought out this side of me that just wants to shout jason anderson songs from the top of my lungs and wants to tell everyone that life is so incredible!!!! can't you see it?
I am starting a new list of things i want to accomplish when I get back to salt lake. I am going to take advantage of every opportunity and I am going to live life to the fullest. I feel like I wasted too much time being self conscious and feeling like I needed to hate everything. Chicago has brought out this side of me that just wants to shout jason anderson songs from the top of my lungs and wants to tell everyone that life is so incredible!!!! can't you see it?