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talking to scott yesterday. he had a really bad day and all i wanted to do was hold him tight, or maybe buy him cafe rio. he was talking about trip to turkey (june 2nd-august ?) and I said "Oh! how will i survive with out my scott miller?"
I meant it in a completely friend way, simply put he is my best friend, and i really love talking to him a few times a week. when he goes to Turkey email will be our only form on communication, and when i said that I'll miss him it really hit me just how true that is. I never realized how much i depend on him for moral support. i know I can call him when no one else will understand me and i don't need to explain, or give any background to any stories, because he knows it all. He knows the way i think and he knows that i just like to be upset about things sometimes and i need to vent. other people offer advise when all i need is a rock and someone to say "It will be alright". ohhhh, being friends in two cities is hard.
I meant it in a completely friend way, simply put he is my best friend, and i really love talking to him a few times a week. when he goes to Turkey email will be our only form on communication, and when i said that I'll miss him it really hit me just how true that is. I never realized how much i depend on him for moral support. i know I can call him when no one else will understand me and i don't need to explain, or give any background to any stories, because he knows it all. He knows the way i think and he knows that i just like to be upset about things sometimes and i need to vent. other people offer advise when all i need is a rock and someone to say "It will be alright". ohhhh, being friends in two cities is hard.