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yesterday i wrote a private entry, which in retrospect is really dumb because i never use this journal as a private "these are my thoughts and feelings" journal, and no one else will ever see it. hmmmmmm.
I am moving back to Utah in july/august!! I think I want to be here through all of july, because I want to have a birthday party here. also, last year I had my b-day in omaha, and I think it would be nice to start and finish this 18th year in the midwest!!! then i can have a nice 19th year in utah. I am going to the UofU and changing my major to Gender Studies and please don't think i am moving because i am afraid of chicago, or that i need scott to be happy. I realized that i am so completely in love with salt lake and I am not done with that love affair yet. I want to reach my full potential with all the fun kids there and i want to play kickball and go to shows and ride my bike and ride trax. okay? and mostly i want to atill be a kid some more. i don't like laundromats and i don't like not seeing my mama everyweek. i even miss mormons!! I am not afraid of chicago, (except getting mugged!!! but that is a silly one) and I do not need scott, and when i get back we will most likely stay broken up. which, yes that sucks, but you know thats okay too, cause we need to do that i think.
whew. thats it. april, may, june, july, utah.
I am moving back to Utah in july/august!! I think I want to be here through all of july, because I want to have a birthday party here. also, last year I had my b-day in omaha, and I think it would be nice to start and finish this 18th year in the midwest!!! then i can have a nice 19th year in utah. I am going to the UofU and changing my major to Gender Studies and please don't think i am moving because i am afraid of chicago, or that i need scott to be happy. I realized that i am so completely in love with salt lake and I am not done with that love affair yet. I want to reach my full potential with all the fun kids there and i want to play kickball and go to shows and ride my bike and ride trax. okay? and mostly i want to atill be a kid some more. i don't like laundromats and i don't like not seeing my mama everyweek. i even miss mormons!! I am not afraid of chicago, (except getting mugged!!! but that is a silly one) and I do not need scott, and when i get back we will most likely stay broken up. which, yes that sucks, but you know thats okay too, cause we need to do that i think.
whew. thats it. april, may, june, july, utah.