May 11, 2008 11:00
ACTION
yeah it's been a trippy few weeks or so. my emotions have been soooo up and down lately. it's left me worried because i'm not usually like this. i've been really concerned of late the anxiety, jealousy, insomnia, depression, mood swings which are not typical of what is the chill mellow dino that i and everyone else know and love (or hate). i needed work.
i usually worry about my business and how i'm not making enough money just to live. but my anxiety with health and women reached deep into my being and broke through normally fortified walls which took years in the making. the walls oh how they crumbled. it wasn't very pretty.
REACTION
positive vibrations!
i went to my first hot yoga class last week. i don't know if i would have gone on my own accord but am glad my friend natalia and a few others from the beach encouraged me. it's been awesome. it's only been a few classes but am already feeling the positive effects. having not been surfing regularly since the beginning of the year due to my ailments, i've realized that i've left my body in a sad scary state. i'm finally admit that i ain't getting any younger and my body needs my attention more than ever.
irie to i and health!
i've taken wonderful advice from a nutritionist/surfer chick friend of mine with altering my diet to aid in helping heal my body. it is a radical change from my usual fare but have adapted quite easily. my path to vegetarianism started in january this year and i'm stoked at how i'm starting to feel. with her help, i'm assured a healing path.
blessings and love abound!
i've come to a conclusion that i'm trying way too hard to be in a relationship. i'm letting my loneliness get the best of me. been doing a lot of cocooning in my cave because if it. poor poor me.... fuck that. it's time to live! a message to all my would be female suitors : no more puppydoggin' from me. you'll receive my sincerity, interest and level of attention that you deserve. anything above that will take some work on your part. if you have an genuine interest in wanting to get to know me more, show me! tell me! i promise, if the feeling's mutual, to shower you with aloha and the respect you deserve. any takers? the line starts here.
p.s. omg i've just realized that there are sooooo many pretty girls in hot yoga! and as the weather warms, the beaches will too! two places you'll definitely find me fo sho!