Chances
Title: Chances
Pairing: Aiba Masaki/Matsumoto Jun
Author: dino_rawr122
Summary: Matsujun was the type to like someone afar. He was unsure of his feelings about a certain friend and member. He continuously has little arguments with himself, debating if he should finally open up to Aiba and confess.
Disclaimer: Own nothing yo~!! D: Just this mind of mine~
Notes: Wrote this back in the beginning of the year I wanna say? Haha /fails at posting Anywho, a different style for me I guess you can say? It's first person and written from Matsujun's POV~~
I can't help but notice you. I mean, we have been stuck with each other forever.
That loud laugh.
That bright smile.
That hoarse voice.
Your black hair, sparkling eyes, amazing fashion sense (I swear, even I'm surprise by what you can pull off), high energy, and just....everything.
I like it though, everything that makes you, well you. I like how you would randomly intertwine our hands together or how you would immediately jump me for a hug. When you come up to me just to talk about anything that pops into that mind of yours, I can't help but grin.
Even when we go out to eat you would give me bits of your food saying, "Jun-kun! You have to eat this! It's amazing!" or "Junnnnnnnn~ are you eating? You're filming for a drama ne? C'mon eat more! You might be losing weight!"
At first, I thought it was all just friendly stuff. You know, like that brotherly love we developed with the rest of the members. As days, no years passed, you've been the one on my mind. When I'm filming and reviewing my script, you were the one that somehow crept into my mind. I'd smile to myself, hiding my face with my script and hope no one noticed.
When we have our group projects, I secretly hoped you'd be the first one I see. When I received messages on my phone I'd hope there was at least one from you asking to hang out the rest of the night. It sounds bad to tell you, honestly.
I can't believe I'm admitting this, but I think I might be in love. I can't stop wanting to love you. I want to tell you so bad, but how would you receive it?
We're in the car right now, on the way back from filming. I look to my side and I see your head resting on my shoulder, arm linked with mine and your hands holding mine. Your warmth right beside me...
How could I not fall in love?
I wanna wake up and see your sleeping face.
I wanna wake up to your loud, annoying voice.
I wanna go to the beach and go surf with you.
I wanna eat the food you cook or even better cook with you.
I wanna press our lips together and hold you in my arms.
...I want a pet too. No really I do. But all kinds of animals hate me. So if we're together you'd fulfill two types of happiness. You and me being together and I'd finally have a pet who wouldn't run away from us.
It's cheesy, I know. But that's what happens when you're feeling like this right?
I'm scared to tell you though. I don't wanna ruin this close bond we have with each other. Every night I debate with myself, whether to tell you or not. I want to ask you, "Do you see me the same way?"
I look up and out the car's window. Oh, looks like we're dropping you off first. I look back at your sleeping figure.
Maybe I'm getting my hopes up.
I brush the strands of your hair thats covering your eyes and admire your adorable face. To tell you the truth, I'm kinda glad that the rest of the members are sleeping. This would be too embarrassing.
Your face scrunches a little and your eyes slowly open. You make eye contact with me and I feel my stomach twist. You smile a little as you sit up, your warmth escaping my touch. I can't help but laugh a little at how you hit your arms on the car's ceiling as you stretch.
"You're such an idiot."
I feel the car slowly coming to a stop and we're at the front of your apartment.
"Uwah, everyone is so tired huh." You smile and look at the three snoring men behind us, laying all over each other. You looked back at me with that smile of yours and said your good-bye.
It hurts a little, I tell myself as I watch your figure grow smaller and smaller. I plaster on a fake smile and wave back at you as you enter your apartment. I didn't want you to leave; I wanted you to stay a little longer. I looked back out the window and up at the sky.
When will I get the courage to tell you? When will I finally make you mine? When will I-.....it’s probably better this way. I rub my face as I have another one of those arguments to myself.
I just don't know what to do.
The driver looks back at me, bringing me back into reality. He apologizes for not leaving yet.
"I'm sorry Matsumoto-san....but I just need to use the restroom really quick." The older man bowed and repeatedly apologizes as he quickly made his way to the lobby.
"Juunn~! Why are you guys still here?" I'm shocked to see you back at the van.
"Oh, the driver just had to go in to use the bathroom real quick."
"Really? That's weird," there goes that cute laugh of yours.
"Hey, can you come outside real quick? It's a little too hot in here." I follow you as we talk and before I realized it we're at the front of your unit.
"Yeah and-...Jun? Jun? Are you...okay?" I blink and look up at you.
"Huh? Oh..yeah, sorry. Haha, I guess I'm tired."
There's a pause between us. Something is telling me this is the chance I needed.
"Hey Aiba..."
"Hmmm...?"
"I..." I feel your eyes on me. I look down at the floor and stuff my hands into my pockets and try to gather all courage I have.
"What is it Jun-kun?"
"I-I....I want to...."
"you want too? ...Oh! Is this a guessing game? You want to go to the beach? No... Uh, how about go out to eat? Oh! I know you want to go abroad right?" There you go rambling on again. There's no stopping you huh.
Why can't I say it?
"No, No, No!"
I take a deep breath and look up at your confused face.
"Then just say it already Jun~"
"I-I want to be with you. As in...more than friends. As in.... I l-love you Masaki."
I close my eyes tightly and exhale. I'm scared of loosing you; I'm scared of breaking our friendship. I'm scared of you hating me.
I feel a sudden warmth around me. I open my eyes and find you smiling like an idiot and hugging me tight. I slowly wrap my arms around you and close my eyes once again.
My heart's beating fast; I want an answer before I start thinking things.
"It took you long enough." You say after a pause. I laugh, nuzzling my face into the crook of your neck.
"Well, it's a confession. Don't you think it'd take time to say?"
"Really Jun? It took you years to finally say something. Geez." I whack your head playfully. I'm about to make my way back to the van till I hear your voice once again.
"Ne, ne, Jun?"
"Hmm?" I turn around, surprise by another tight embrace and an unfamiliar feeling. Your lips against mine. My heart beats fast again as I wrap my arms around your slim waist and smile.
You pull back, face red and smiling brightly.
"Dinner...six o' clock."
"....Of course Masaki." I couldn’t wipe that grin off my face.
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EEP! Sorry for disappearing! m(_ _)m I'm finally getting my butt on posting these completed fics that have been taking up space on my HD LOL
Anywho, as always.....Uhm...Sorry for any grammar mistakes, confusing sentences! All that good stuff xD
Hope you guys still enjoyed~! I'm planning on posting more fics soooo....I'm sorry in advance for all the spam! xD
-Dino
Pairing: Aiba Masaki/Matsumoto Jun
Author: dino_rawr122
Summary: Matsujun was the type to like someone afar. He was unsure of his feelings about a certain friend and member. He continuously has little arguments with himself, debating if he should finally open up to Aiba and confess.
Disclaimer: Own nothing yo~!! D: Just this mind of mine~
Notes: Wrote this back in the beginning of the year I wanna say? Haha /fails at posting Anywho, a different style for me I guess you can say? It's first person and written from Matsujun's POV~~
I can't help but notice you. I mean, we have been stuck with each other forever.
That loud laugh.
That bright smile.
That hoarse voice.
Your black hair, sparkling eyes, amazing fashion sense (I swear, even I'm surprise by what you can pull off), high energy, and just....everything.
I like it though, everything that makes you, well you. I like how you would randomly intertwine our hands together or how you would immediately jump me for a hug. When you come up to me just to talk about anything that pops into that mind of yours, I can't help but grin.
Even when we go out to eat you would give me bits of your food saying, "Jun-kun! You have to eat this! It's amazing!" or "Junnnnnnnn~ are you eating? You're filming for a drama ne? C'mon eat more! You might be losing weight!"
At first, I thought it was all just friendly stuff. You know, like that brotherly love we developed with the rest of the members. As days, no years passed, you've been the one on my mind. When I'm filming and reviewing my script, you were the one that somehow crept into my mind. I'd smile to myself, hiding my face with my script and hope no one noticed.
When we have our group projects, I secretly hoped you'd be the first one I see. When I received messages on my phone I'd hope there was at least one from you asking to hang out the rest of the night. It sounds bad to tell you, honestly.
I can't believe I'm admitting this, but I think I might be in love. I can't stop wanting to love you. I want to tell you so bad, but how would you receive it?
We're in the car right now, on the way back from filming. I look to my side and I see your head resting on my shoulder, arm linked with mine and your hands holding mine. Your warmth right beside me...
How could I not fall in love?
I wanna wake up and see your sleeping face.
I wanna wake up to your loud, annoying voice.
I wanna go to the beach and go surf with you.
I wanna eat the food you cook or even better cook with you.
I wanna press our lips together and hold you in my arms.
...I want a pet too. No really I do. But all kinds of animals hate me. So if we're together you'd fulfill two types of happiness. You and me being together and I'd finally have a pet who wouldn't run away from us.
It's cheesy, I know. But that's what happens when you're feeling like this right?
I'm scared to tell you though. I don't wanna ruin this close bond we have with each other. Every night I debate with myself, whether to tell you or not. I want to ask you, "Do you see me the same way?"
I look up and out the car's window. Oh, looks like we're dropping you off first. I look back at your sleeping figure.
Maybe I'm getting my hopes up.
I brush the strands of your hair thats covering your eyes and admire your adorable face. To tell you the truth, I'm kinda glad that the rest of the members are sleeping. This would be too embarrassing.
Your face scrunches a little and your eyes slowly open. You make eye contact with me and I feel my stomach twist. You smile a little as you sit up, your warmth escaping my touch. I can't help but laugh a little at how you hit your arms on the car's ceiling as you stretch.
"You're such an idiot."
I feel the car slowly coming to a stop and we're at the front of your apartment.
"Uwah, everyone is so tired huh." You smile and look at the three snoring men behind us, laying all over each other. You looked back at me with that smile of yours and said your good-bye.
It hurts a little, I tell myself as I watch your figure grow smaller and smaller. I plaster on a fake smile and wave back at you as you enter your apartment. I didn't want you to leave; I wanted you to stay a little longer. I looked back out the window and up at the sky.
When will I get the courage to tell you? When will I finally make you mine? When will I-.....it’s probably better this way. I rub my face as I have another one of those arguments to myself.
I just don't know what to do.
The driver looks back at me, bringing me back into reality. He apologizes for not leaving yet.
"I'm sorry Matsumoto-san....but I just need to use the restroom really quick." The older man bowed and repeatedly apologizes as he quickly made his way to the lobby.
"Juunn~! Why are you guys still here?" I'm shocked to see you back at the van.
"Oh, the driver just had to go in to use the bathroom real quick."
"Really? That's weird," there goes that cute laugh of yours.
"Hey, can you come outside real quick? It's a little too hot in here." I follow you as we talk and before I realized it we're at the front of your unit.
"Yeah and-...Jun? Jun? Are you...okay?" I blink and look up at you.
"Huh? Oh..yeah, sorry. Haha, I guess I'm tired."
There's a pause between us. Something is telling me this is the chance I needed.
"Hey Aiba..."
"Hmmm...?"
"I..." I feel your eyes on me. I look down at the floor and stuff my hands into my pockets and try to gather all courage I have.
"What is it Jun-kun?"
"I-I....I want to...."
"you want too? ...Oh! Is this a guessing game? You want to go to the beach? No... Uh, how about go out to eat? Oh! I know you want to go abroad right?" There you go rambling on again. There's no stopping you huh.
Why can't I say it?
"No, No, No!"
I take a deep breath and look up at your confused face.
"Then just say it already Jun~"
"I-I want to be with you. As in...more than friends. As in.... I l-love you Masaki."
I close my eyes tightly and exhale. I'm scared of loosing you; I'm scared of breaking our friendship. I'm scared of you hating me.
I feel a sudden warmth around me. I open my eyes and find you smiling like an idiot and hugging me tight. I slowly wrap my arms around you and close my eyes once again.
My heart's beating fast; I want an answer before I start thinking things.
"It took you long enough." You say after a pause. I laugh, nuzzling my face into the crook of your neck.
"Well, it's a confession. Don't you think it'd take time to say?"
"Really Jun? It took you years to finally say something. Geez." I whack your head playfully. I'm about to make my way back to the van till I hear your voice once again.
"Ne, ne, Jun?"
"Hmm?" I turn around, surprise by another tight embrace and an unfamiliar feeling. Your lips against mine. My heart beats fast again as I wrap my arms around your slim waist and smile.
You pull back, face red and smiling brightly.
"Dinner...six o' clock."
"....Of course Masaki." I couldn’t wipe that grin off my face.
------------------------------------------------
EEP! Sorry for disappearing! m(_ _)m I'm finally getting my butt on posting these completed fics that have been taking up space on my HD LOL
Anywho, as always.....Uhm...Sorry for any grammar mistakes, confusing sentences! All that good stuff xD
Hope you guys still enjoyed~! I'm planning on posting more fics soooo....I'm sorry in advance for all the spam! xD
-Dino