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[dino_ashley]

There is a difference in doing what makes you happy, and keeping a promise to a friend. if doing what makes you happy, ... you know what, i was going to go into this, but i've lost my energy to care. honestly selfishness never made any sence to me. it never did. i know i can be selfish, but ... hmm.. it's hard to explain. if you've been selfish all your life, dont take time out to say, well i'm going to do this for me. becuase it's already unsaid. everyone knows. and tehre is plenty of selfish people out tehre that are also very good people. very nice, fun to be with. selfish just means you live for you, and that's not always a problem. it can be, when it comes to leaving someone with no place to live, but honestly if it's what you want to do. go out and do it. i still support you. i still love you. i will still be here for you, but im entitled to my belifs. and there they are. its really not the end of the world

my bigger dog just chased misty (my small dog) underneith a chair, where she just got stuck. it was very very funny. hehe! high light of my day, other than the fact that i got a very much needed email. i'm glad i have some friends that care :)and if you care, than obviously im talking to you, even if i dont know it yet.

i have to go to work in like... 15 mintues... so... talk to you people later..

oh! and i got my scholarships in... the last 2 are going out tommorow, now that i know that i have money for postage :D woot for someone else paying for my college!