Yarr!
I'm feeling kind of tired. As if I've been sailing on rough seas for a long time, and now that they're calm, I don't know what to think.
I'm doing ok in school. I want to be doing better, 3 B+'s, 3 A's and a B, GPA of 4.6 this year. I'm tired of school, not looking forward to IB tests. I don't get the feeling that my being in school makes people's day. When I was a small cute underclassman who gave everyone hugs, I felt that way.
I'm not overly upset though. I'm pretty much calm. I've noticed a lot of calm recently. Nothing exceptionally troubling.
In 7 months I'll be in college. That will be nice. I'm kind of resigned to not being in a relationship till then. I've not had a serious relationship in a while, and I've grown comfortable with myself just by myself. Even though I'm cool by myself, I still get a kind of sad but happy at the same time feeling when other people are in happy cute relationships.
I really like IPSC classes every week. I'm getting better at shooting. I've got to not tell mom that I'm planning on carrying once I'm 21. She's not a big fan of that. She does like watching me shoot though, and the competition angle.
I'd like to hang out with people more often. I miss folks. I have a new cell phone. Call me and talk to me and I'll give you the number. :)
I'm doing ok in school. I want to be doing better, 3 B+'s, 3 A's and a B, GPA of 4.6 this year. I'm tired of school, not looking forward to IB tests. I don't get the feeling that my being in school makes people's day. When I was a small cute underclassman who gave everyone hugs, I felt that way.
I'm not overly upset though. I'm pretty much calm. I've noticed a lot of calm recently. Nothing exceptionally troubling.
In 7 months I'll be in college. That will be nice. I'm kind of resigned to not being in a relationship till then. I've not had a serious relationship in a while, and I've grown comfortable with myself just by myself. Even though I'm cool by myself, I still get a kind of sad but happy at the same time feeling when other people are in happy cute relationships.
I really like IPSC classes every week. I'm getting better at shooting. I've got to not tell mom that I'm planning on carrying once I'm 21. She's not a big fan of that. She does like watching me shoot though, and the competition angle.
I'd like to hang out with people more often. I miss folks. I have a new cell phone. Call me and talk to me and I'll give you the number. :)