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I think I have an air pocket behind my left eye. It's bugging the heck out of me. Every time I rub it, I can hear and feel a crackling sound, which is addicting to make (kinda like bubble wrap) so I keep rubbing it, which can't be good.
Last nite I procrastinated to the very last minute with two paintings that I've been working on the past four days that were due today. I got them in, yeah sure, but I was stressing out all the 6 weeks that I wasn't doing them; because I hate to paint. I dreaded having to do them. Instead of doing them right away and feeling relaxed knowing I had it done, I kept thinking about it for 6 weeks knowing that I'd do it in the very last minute. Which I did. And once they were done, I felt no relief, because it was already to late for relief. I had already stressed out for 6 whole weeks thinking I'd run out of time. I'm such a knucklehead. I need to work on my laziness. I hate it. I hate being lazy, but I'm too lazy to do anything about it at the moment. Oh boy.
I have a No. 4 talk coming up. My first ever. I hope I don't wait till the last minute with that. I don't think I will though, because I'm kinda excited about it. It's on a topic that I'm all too familiar with: violent video games. Good thing I stopped playing them before I was given this assignment. Ha. Or I'd be facing a seriously guilty conscience.
Last nite I procrastinated to the very last minute with two paintings that I've been working on the past four days that were due today. I got them in, yeah sure, but I was stressing out all the 6 weeks that I wasn't doing them; because I hate to paint. I dreaded having to do them. Instead of doing them right away and feeling relaxed knowing I had it done, I kept thinking about it for 6 weeks knowing that I'd do it in the very last minute. Which I did. And once they were done, I felt no relief, because it was already to late for relief. I had already stressed out for 6 whole weeks thinking I'd run out of time. I'm such a knucklehead. I need to work on my laziness. I hate it. I hate being lazy, but I'm too lazy to do anything about it at the moment. Oh boy.
I have a No. 4 talk coming up. My first ever. I hope I don't wait till the last minute with that. I don't think I will though, because I'm kinda excited about it. It's on a topic that I'm all too familiar with: violent video games. Good thing I stopped playing them before I was given this assignment. Ha. Or I'd be facing a seriously guilty conscience.