May 26, 2006 10:58
Things are rapidally changing.
Everything is out of grasp but yet I keep yurning.
Is so hard watching everybody else around me crumble. And fail. It seems that everybody in my life has got a reason to be depressed. And it is getting aggravated. I'm so sick of watching myself slip into all these peoples problems and trying to help.
Plus my help is getting me nowhere. I feel in human. I don't feel real.
I cant react to anything anymore. It's like I'm imoblie to feelings.