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[dinkzie]

Memories evaporating from my train of thought
everybodies leaving
And all I have is me
I cant fight it anymore
I'm worthless
What have I honestly accomplished?
DEFINATLY not being me
I dont even know who I am
or what I stand for
Im NOT content with my cover-up
Im not okay with being alone anymore

I had a family
and I wish I knew the true meaning of freindship
I dont think a conversation makes me seem real
I can never say anything intellegent
I'm so dumbfounded with my words
I only seem like a symbol
a symbol that is symbolized on a peice of fucking pathetic paper
I cant think, or move anymore
Im all alone
Why am I so ridiculous?
For fucking christ sakes
I cant even go to school
All I want to do is wallow up
Stand still
I wish I had something that posses me
So I could stop fooling
I wish I could shut up
All the blobs that form out of my mouth
make no sense
noboby agree's

I'm worthless
I try to be nice and help people
But yet Im so greedy
I deserve nothing
because Im so worthless