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Tommorow is mine and Fuzz's 11th month aniversary and Im stuck in London. And Im going to be stuck on a plane for our one year. I miss him so much.
Its so hard to sleep alone when your so use to sleeping next to someone you really care about. And its so hard to wake up alone. To tell myslef my own dreams. It doesnt seem to matter when you murmer to yourself. In your darkened vast sky. Im not sure what Id do without him. *sigh*
Lynette left today. I hope she is doing alright even though she causes me alot of strife. i still Love her.
Yesterday was a tragic day for everybody who lives in The united Kingdom. For hours on end we were pulled by the human emotions of knowing if our loved ones are all right. Everybody knew something would edventually happin. So they upgradted all the techicinal problems every 6 months. Everybody also thought terrorist would attack Scotland instead of London. But we were all wrong
Yesterday July 7th 2005 England was invaded with people who have no remorse for anybody but their own selfish feelings. A bus was blown to shreads in a towns square. And three other stations with a total of six bombs went off. Takin more lives then they have claimed. It is kinda hard to put peoples idenity together when they body is spread in more numbers then imangined. They say the total is 37. Bullshit. they are still unloading bodies from Kingscross. Which is three miles from my flat.
Yesterday me and Lynette along with my mother were going to go on a ride of the London eye. We were supose to board at Kingcross. Thankfully we woke up late. We awoke at nine ten mins before the first station was hit.
They believe it was alkida. Because on a webpage they are making humor jokes and claiming it was them. They are still uncertain if it is a sucicde attempt. But they believe they left contianers. Such as water bottle full of a bomb on the bottom of seats. The attack was obvisously planned out. If you ever go in a tube station. No matter where you walk is a camera.
I may not believe in a god as most. But i give my prays to the lives that were unwilling taken.
Yesterday I sat around getting drunk. I want to go get some pepper spray. I live in a muslom neighborhood. I know they arent gonig to bomb their own people. But it is uncomfering to be one of the only white people livin around here.
Its so hard to sleep alone when your so use to sleeping next to someone you really care about. And its so hard to wake up alone. To tell myslef my own dreams. It doesnt seem to matter when you murmer to yourself. In your darkened vast sky. Im not sure what Id do without him. *sigh*
Lynette left today. I hope she is doing alright even though she causes me alot of strife. i still Love her.
Yesterday was a tragic day for everybody who lives in The united Kingdom. For hours on end we were pulled by the human emotions of knowing if our loved ones are all right. Everybody knew something would edventually happin. So they upgradted all the techicinal problems every 6 months. Everybody also thought terrorist would attack Scotland instead of London. But we were all wrong
Yesterday July 7th 2005 England was invaded with people who have no remorse for anybody but their own selfish feelings. A bus was blown to shreads in a towns square. And three other stations with a total of six bombs went off. Takin more lives then they have claimed. It is kinda hard to put peoples idenity together when they body is spread in more numbers then imangined. They say the total is 37. Bullshit. they are still unloading bodies from Kingscross. Which is three miles from my flat.
Yesterday me and Lynette along with my mother were going to go on a ride of the London eye. We were supose to board at Kingcross. Thankfully we woke up late. We awoke at nine ten mins before the first station was hit.
They believe it was alkida. Because on a webpage they are making humor jokes and claiming it was them. They are still uncertain if it is a sucicde attempt. But they believe they left contianers. Such as water bottle full of a bomb on the bottom of seats. The attack was obvisously planned out. If you ever go in a tube station. No matter where you walk is a camera.
I may not believe in a god as most. But i give my prays to the lives that were unwilling taken.
Yesterday I sat around getting drunk. I want to go get some pepper spray. I live in a muslom neighborhood. I know they arent gonig to bomb their own people. But it is uncomfering to be one of the only white people livin around here.