update
Haven't updated in awhile, and have had a strange couple of weeks of highs and lows. The highs have been very high and enjoyable the lows are difficult to write about, but will hopefully have a positive influence in the end.
So the highs,
well Stockholm was beautiful, the buildings, the vast areas of water, the food was excellent but bloody expensive, people were friendly and spoke English with better acquistion than most people in this country.
we did how ever miss our plane on the way out, so our visit was slightly shorter than expected so we were unable to visit the Birka island (viking island) or most of the museums and we didn't get to the Goth nite either, as we spent saturday night in a rock bar that was such a 80's throw back... it was a large place on a couple of floors,with bands and made the crobar look positively pathetic.
The only museum we got to was the Vasa, which housed an amazing ship that had been sitting on the sea bed for 300 hundred years after sinking on its maiden voyage (half an hour into it)it was beautiful carved but so top heavy you could see why it had sunk, the king at the time had order the ship to be the biggest ever and the consequence it sunk, the ship made the mary rose look... quite pathetic too.
what else? well the house is coming along, I have plans for it, slowly the boxes are disappearing hopefully in the next few weeks the front room will be done so I can invite people round for a house warming party... actually it probably won't be til september but \i'll try and give people plenty of notice.
Kitty has settled well, he also has an enjoyable weekend away at dodgyoldgoth's the other weekend while we were away... thank you for that Darren much appreciated xxx
I have become addicted to watching freecycle, its an online way of recycling stuff you no longer need, and people give away all sorts of things and when you're trying to do up a house on a budget its great, people have come and taken away big items that I no longer need as well which is so much easier than trying to get to the dump.I now have comfy sofas and those horrid uncomfortable futons are no more!
well this is getting long so I'll keep the lows short, lets just say that life isn't how I expected, I feel unfulfilled and dissatisfied, I'm a fighter and will keep fighting for what I believe in but when do you say enoughs enough? I am aware of a lot of the issues I have, I know why I may behave in ways I do but I need to know how to move on ....confused yet??... now you know how I feel, sorry its all ridden like, I'm basically having self issues, relationship problems, on top of the usual ME crap so if you don't hear from me, please contact me and pull me out of the black cloud that is beginning to engulf me.
love to you all,
Cxxx
So the highs,
well Stockholm was beautiful, the buildings, the vast areas of water, the food was excellent but bloody expensive, people were friendly and spoke English with better acquistion than most people in this country.
we did how ever miss our plane on the way out, so our visit was slightly shorter than expected so we were unable to visit the Birka island (viking island) or most of the museums and we didn't get to the Goth nite either, as we spent saturday night in a rock bar that was such a 80's throw back... it was a large place on a couple of floors,with bands and made the crobar look positively pathetic.
The only museum we got to was the Vasa, which housed an amazing ship that had been sitting on the sea bed for 300 hundred years after sinking on its maiden voyage (half an hour into it)it was beautiful carved but so top heavy you could see why it had sunk, the king at the time had order the ship to be the biggest ever and the consequence it sunk, the ship made the mary rose look... quite pathetic too.
what else? well the house is coming along, I have plans for it, slowly the boxes are disappearing hopefully in the next few weeks the front room will be done so I can invite people round for a house warming party... actually it probably won't be til september but \i'll try and give people plenty of notice.
Kitty has settled well, he also has an enjoyable weekend away at dodgyoldgoth's the other weekend while we were away... thank you for that Darren much appreciated xxx
I have become addicted to watching freecycle, its an online way of recycling stuff you no longer need, and people give away all sorts of things and when you're trying to do up a house on a budget its great, people have come and taken away big items that I no longer need as well which is so much easier than trying to get to the dump.I now have comfy sofas and those horrid uncomfortable futons are no more!
well this is getting long so I'll keep the lows short, lets just say that life isn't how I expected, I feel unfulfilled and dissatisfied, I'm a fighter and will keep fighting for what I believe in but when do you say enoughs enough? I am aware of a lot of the issues I have, I know why I may behave in ways I do but I need to know how to move on ....confused yet??... now you know how I feel, sorry its all ridden like, I'm basically having self issues, relationship problems, on top of the usual ME crap so if you don't hear from me, please contact me and pull me out of the black cloud that is beginning to engulf me.
love to you all,
Cxxx