Jesus fucking christ.
Serge just died.
It's too fucking hot. It's like the heat wave in Europe last year where thousands of people died.. only it's taking its toll on my ratties.
As if I weren't lonely enough.
God damnit.
I know I was a good mama... I did everything I could to keep them alive and happy. But I still feel as though I'm to blame.
My babies are dead.
I'm alone.
Fuck.
Sergie.
RIP boys... I miss you so much.