What is this feeling?
At first, I thought it had something to do with me dropping out of college. But recently, I'm not so sure anymore. There's is this feeling cramping my chest up, a nasty sensation that I can't get rid of (I know, I finished a sentence with a preposition, but that's not the point now). I know it doesn't have anything to do with college because I and everybody involved in my decision are in pretty good terms with it (I'm getting tons of support from everybody. Really, really grateful for that!). It could be related to certain troubles I was having with a friend, but that is apparently solved. (I wonder how solved it is, as matter of fact...). Gotta work this out.
I'm afraid if I keep up with this angst I'm might slip into something more serious. Maybe I'm just beeing a drama king, but to be honest, I've never had this sort of feeling before. It's bloody awful, specially during delicate times such as these. There's been so much drama in my life recetly that I'm starting to feel that I'm a character in a badly-written fanfiction. A poor yet true metaphor, I'm afraid =/
I'm afraid if I keep up with this angst I'm might slip into something more serious. Maybe I'm just beeing a drama king, but to be honest, I've never had this sort of feeling before. It's bloody awful, specially during delicate times such as these. There's been so much drama in my life recetly that I'm starting to feel that I'm a character in a badly-written fanfiction. A poor yet true metaphor, I'm afraid =/