Con stuff/Being emo

Mar 14, 2010 22:08

Had a great time at the con, made friends though I didn't get contact info or anything.
Swag/loot/whatever:
Dagger, Short black sword, short red sword, orange pocketknife, Kitsune Mug, Kitsune ear hat, a Organization 13 Coat/Cloak/whatever the damn term is, and shit out of a grab back none of which I care about. Pics will be put up later. OH and a print signed by Robert Axelrod(Lord Zed in the power rangers). OH AND AGAIN, I ordered a GIR hat and Fox tail.
Kawa-Kon was the con. Met some nice people. Shyness/paranoia got in way of me meeting girls really. This is part of my emo rant later on in the post. ANYWAYS. Played a lot games.
Also went to a few panels.(there was a Yuri one I was gonna go to(18+) but I slept through it). there was one dedicated to L from Death note. I kept shouting GO KIRA, and won the Trivia. And the Death Note panel today, had jeporday and I was captain of Team Kira. and we won(barely). Got a CD out of that. Broke a guy's mask he bought and gave him money to replace it. and he bought a lighter instead(got it engraved). Went to a Ball(vampire knight themed). Was a "Wall flower"(aka guy who stands on the wall cause hes too damn shy) and got dragged by one girl to other girls to dance. Danced a bit but was still... awkward. Got a ton of business cards and fliers. That's about it. Ya can stop reading here if ya don't want to read a emo rant.

EMO RANT BELOW HERE. SKIP IF YA WANT.

BLAH. I had a great time and all. But honestly, I wished I had spoken to more girls and maybe got some numbers or something. I HATE HOW GOD DAMN SHY I AM. I don't have anyone local to hang out with. Almost all my friends from high school moved away. Sigh. I just. I just hate being alone. I miss Jazz. I hate being single. I hate going from a big thing to a con to holeing up in my room for a long while. Also I failed my networking class. BY .2%. NOT EVEN A FUCKING FULL % POINT. AKJHAKJDHGAD. 8| Sigh sorry. Just. I need shit to do out side the house but at school I am regarded as a freak, I don't know where to look for people or how to find them. I hate it. hatehatehatehate it.

END EMO RANT.

anime, sad, blah, kawa-kon, manga, con, depressed, damnit, girls, friends, social

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