whats up with the name "friend"?
*DEEP BREATH*
Why at does only one part of my life seam clear at a time? I have felt all my life that I knew what I was supposed to do in the next week. I knew the present. Not all of it, but all that I could be doing. Now I know what I want to do, for work, I think. I would feel really good in a dentist office, working with people, and (I hope) teach them how to take care of their teeth. Maybe it will change, but for now, it feels right! But some stuff is weird. I no longer know what to say to make people feel better. I don't know what to do to help people when they aren't asking for help. Its wierd how people change. Some say that if you are TURE friends, you'll be best friends forever, that you'll work it out. Friends will do that, but it doesn't say that BEST friends will always be best friends. I've never had to deal with friends changing before. I've always moved after 3 or 4 years, and before changing. Then I would move, and new friends would surround me. Now I've been in VA for 6 years, and in college. So now, even if most of my time is in one place, I haven't been split from the past. Its wierd. Friendships may grow and change, but just because we say they change we don't say they have to end! I've had 4 friendships grow and change the past 2 years, more than ever. One has grown from almost nothing to I wish we had more time to talk. One has stayed the same. Our passions have changed, but we still love to talk to one another. Another friend started out strong, because we were put together, then we grew apart. But now I want to tell her what is always happening. Not a day goes by that we don't share something stupid to eachother. And the last one grew, slowly, but strong. And thats just how has started to end. We didn't say its over, move on. But we did stop talking. My wish was for all of the friends to be my friends forever! I don't think I ever smashed anything to change it. So what happened? Why can some grow, while others stay the same, while others get smashed? Do we still call eachother friend?
*gasp for air*
Why at does only one part of my life seam clear at a time? I have felt all my life that I knew what I was supposed to do in the next week. I knew the present. Not all of it, but all that I could be doing. Now I know what I want to do, for work, I think. I would feel really good in a dentist office, working with people, and (I hope) teach them how to take care of their teeth. Maybe it will change, but for now, it feels right! But some stuff is weird. I no longer know what to say to make people feel better. I don't know what to do to help people when they aren't asking for help. Its wierd how people change. Some say that if you are TURE friends, you'll be best friends forever, that you'll work it out. Friends will do that, but it doesn't say that BEST friends will always be best friends. I've never had to deal with friends changing before. I've always moved after 3 or 4 years, and before changing. Then I would move, and new friends would surround me. Now I've been in VA for 6 years, and in college. So now, even if most of my time is in one place, I haven't been split from the past. Its wierd. Friendships may grow and change, but just because we say they change we don't say they have to end! I've had 4 friendships grow and change the past 2 years, more than ever. One has grown from almost nothing to I wish we had more time to talk. One has stayed the same. Our passions have changed, but we still love to talk to one another. Another friend started out strong, because we were put together, then we grew apart. But now I want to tell her what is always happening. Not a day goes by that we don't share something stupid to eachother. And the last one grew, slowly, but strong. And thats just how has started to end. We didn't say its over, move on. But we did stop talking. My wish was for all of the friends to be my friends forever! I don't think I ever smashed anything to change it. So what happened? Why can some grow, while others stay the same, while others get smashed? Do we still call eachother friend?
*gasp for air*