Dec 06, 2005 22:21
You don't have to read this... i'm just kinda ticked off right now... but more at myslef for not knowing who my friends really are...
Who really is our friend? I never know.... i feel like... i don't really know... i care about people, and how they feel... but i don't know if they're really my friend. how do you know someone is your friend? is it how much you talk to them or how important the stuff is you talk to them about? what if they only talk to ask you a question about your brother/sister? What if you stop talking and never talk again? Were you ever really friends? Can you ever be friends again? Someone told me they stopped takling to someone, but don't know why. Someone else told me that they didn't think we talked that much, when i felt i could tell her almost anything if i needed to. Another person told me that we just grow apart. But I don't think we ever really did. It feels (to me) that we are friends because we were pulled together by someone or something. Like, you're friends with someone because someone you like is lose to them. Or your friends with someone, because everyone else is. Or your friends with someone, because you think you have to be. So are your true friends for the long run or for now. I don't think you ever really know... so how do we know who is our friend... and whos talking to us just cus they're bored?