Oct 04, 2006 05:22
Arranged dinner with sweets after work today. Had too much to think about these days so I wanted to have a nice, stress-free time with him but it turned out to be teary and tensed. Oh well I was the one teary.
We argued about some past issues and it's something I deemed not even worth bickering about. Perhaps dreams and paranoia were still lingering around at the back of my head after all these months. Still, he coated things with patience, love and understanding. I appreciate that he took the effort to explain certain stuffs and even helped me out with some problems I'm having at home.
It's hard to fathom someone's mind and motives but I just don't want her anywhere near sweets.
Had a frustrated evening but the night ended lovely afterall. It's time like this that reminds me I'm being loved.