Mar 29, 2005 21:29
Well I'm gonna stop skipping and start doing my homework. Sorry guys I wont have as much free time to hang. I have come to this conclusion because I want to graduate and nobody thinks I can do it. Well I was called down to Mrs. Anderson today and she reviewed my grades and everything. Well right now I'm failing sociology, physics, and government. She also said I was F/Aing precalc. Then she said that she doesn't think I have enough motivation to make it to graduation so she recommended that I drop out of school and come back next year. WHAT THE FUCK!!! Guidance counslers are supposed to motivate you to get to fucking graduation, instead that bitch told me to give up. She then called my mom and recommended that to her. Well after that I went to Mr. Dasance to work out my attendance and actually I'm F/Aing all my classes except precalc. God! Mrs. Anderson is a fucking retard! Well Dasance worked out a deal with me like last semester so I can't skip first hour anymore but I'm plainly not gonna skip period, don't ask me to skip cause I won't. Well then I went to Mr. Zubal and he said I can still pass his classes if I show that I really want to.
After school I came home then did homework in my car in my driveway. It's prolly my favorite place to do homework. Theres sun, my stereo, and a cool breeze. Well my mom came home then bitched at me and told me she was gonna pull me out of school and that I wasn't going to do shit with my life. I wasn't really pissed until she told me I had no future, then I blew up. I told her that I don't want her to worry about me its my fucking problem not yours. I will make it to graduation and I don't want all the fucking stress you put on me, I like doing things better on my own I hate when you try to help me, and don't ever say I'm not gonna do anything with my life because I know that I'm not gonna fuck up my whole future like you did and end up with some shitty ass normal job! After that she left me alone and said if I don't graduate I gotta move out... Well I'm planning on moving out anyways probably so that didn't affect me at all. But anyways I think Mrs. Anderson although unintentionally, and it still pisses me off, gave me the perfect motivation... because that gives me a reason to do it, because for some reason when someone tells me I can't do something I make it a goal to prove them wrong, thats gotten me in trouble in the past but this time its gonna be a good thing.
Well after I was done with my homework I went to work and now I'm home sitting. Well now I'm gonna study so until next post...