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sorry bout that post last night, well this morning actually... well i felt way good last night when i wrote that... kinda, i figured it would help me forget but it didnt really... well i woke up this morning and felt way down so yup u guessed it people... i bought another fucking pack. GOD I FUCKING HATE THESE SUNS A BITCHES!!! well i dropped off robby at work then i came home and was sad at first but then slowly crept into pissedoffednes so i decided to go drive and i just drove for like an hour screaming my lungs out. then came home and started cleaning. its kinda therapeutic cleaning and shit. well im halfway done with the cleaning and then i decided to get on the computer and ill finish up in a bit. hmm i think this whole chelsey and I thing is gonna end up being good in the long run, it gives me a lot of inspiration for song writing, by the time this shit gets settled ill prolly have like 5 albums written. theres prolly a lot of you getting pissed at me lately for being a whinny bitch. for those people im sorry. no ones really told me that but i know theres gotta be some ppl out there, hmm well looks like me and brandon are gonna go to the mall in a bit. should be fun, i need to occupy my mind on something else. tonight i think im gonna go to a party in grand ledge, that should be fun i hope. at least it will get me to think about something else i hope. god after last night i remembered how much i miss drinking, i hope i dont become an alchoholic again though like my dad, well im out ppl, and i wanna tell you i love all you fucks!