Dec 11, 2005 01:22
I just spent around 15 hours at work on 2-3 hours of sleep about 2 of the hours i felt drunk still and i felt hung over about 7 hours and the other 6 i just felt tired. I was almost an hour late for sleeping through my alarm and I did really sleep through it, cause i woke up and it was on and i guess i just didn't hear it. very irresponsible, shouldn't drink bottles of wine so fast. i worked a kid party and santa was there and i still felt drunk, then finally that ended and i schmoozed my way to getting a bunch of cash tips from some dentists, my dentists was one of them infact. all evening i thought he looked familiar and finally it hit me, he was the man who took my wisdom teeth out. so it's even he got paid around 1000$ to do that and he gave me like 15$ to keep his Chivas and water coming. Which by the way what kind of a pussy mixes a premium whiskey like chivas with water. waste of whiskey, waste of money. this is all i talk about all day, well for 15 hours.
but i've decided i officially hate christmas music, christmas decorations, christmas carollers, all the damn obligations that comes with christmas like attending akward work parties and playing secret santa with people you barely know, spending too much money on gifts and all the stress in gifts. Christmas sucks, i just want to have some drinks, play some cards, give small presents that i just happend to find and if i cant find anything i'm buying you some beer my treat, that's what holidays should be to me. the foods good, the tree is sort of necessary, cookies for sure and that's it.
it's still weird to me that my kitten is a boy, all along iv thought of it as female and my attitude has definatly changed since i found out its a boy, i honestly kind of like it more. damn i need some loving in my life, no more dickin just loving. other weird thing/thought... a girl at my work is my age and pregnant, shes excited but nervous cause she's totally unprepared and shes having a boy and everytime she talks about it i'm sort of jealous. baby instinct is weird, i want one but it's kind of like the same way i want to quit my job and sleep all day. i could but its just a bad idea. hm i just never thought the baby craving would get me like that.
i should go to bed, i have to work at 9:30 tomorrow morning. then i have a day off. Yay!
sidenote: I have a day off work and i don't have to go to class or do homework for some class. that right there deserves a drink, which i took care of last night. hoorah hoorah