explosion 013
Semi-Private: Viewable to Tonks, hackable by others. Not viewable to Yamamoto or Tsuna.
I can't get away from him, can I? I've tried my best to ignore his existance, and it should have been fine, with him avoiding and ignoring me, but I keep dreaming of him, I keep thinking of the stupid things I said to him. His fucking smile and his laugh, his fucking happy-go-lucky attitude, it's all so fucking annoying!!!
But... in the end, as much as I want to deny it... I need to apologise to him. I've been shoving these feelings aside for a while, because I've been selfish and scared and I didn't think I'd be hurting him by pushing him away. And now it's eating away at me too. How much of a fucking idiot can you be, Gokudera? Or am I just being an ass like always? She wouldn't be happy seeing me this way, would she?
Tonks... uh... thanks for listening to me...
I've upset Juudaime too.
Now I just have to find a way to corner him to apologise and... work this all out... I just hope he doesn't think I'm doing it because Juudaime has asked me to...
If it doesn't work, then I at least I apologised, I guess.
[ugh, god, I apologise in advance if this post is rather ooc]
I can't get away from him, can I? I've tried my best to ignore his existance, and it should have been fine, with him avoiding and ignoring me, but I keep dreaming of him, I keep thinking of the stupid things I said to him. His fucking smile and his laugh, his fucking happy-go-lucky attitude, it's all so fucking annoying!!!
But... in the end, as much as I want to deny it... I need to apologise to him. I've been shoving these feelings aside for a while, because I've been selfish and scared and I didn't think I'd be hurting him by pushing him away. And now it's eating away at me too. How much of a fucking idiot can you be, Gokudera? Or am I just being an ass like always? She wouldn't be happy seeing me this way, would she?
Tonks... uh... thanks for listening to me...
I've upset Juudaime too.
Now I just have to find a way to corner him to apologise and... work this all out... I just hope he doesn't think I'm doing it because Juudaime has asked me to...
If it doesn't work, then I at least I apologised, I guess.
[ugh, god, I apologise in advance if this post is rather ooc]