One of the worst...

[dina8134]

Tonight was probably one of the worst nights on top of the other bad nights this week..I went to Pom Practice,it was pretty sad. Mandy came in and read us a letter..I love you so much mandy and i wish that i could have gotten to know you better..Your such a big part of our squad and im going to miss you forever! Pom practice and games will NOT be the same with out you..Well today's practice wasnt even practice it was like counseling..OUr team keeps going down the drain more and more..I hope we can all pull it together for the rest of our 2months we have together..Mandy is mai push..i'm doing this all for mandy..School was alright today..I still havent interviwed that guy im suppose to and thats 200 points..I lost his number and im going to make up an excuse so that way i can turn it in Friday..i hope it works i havent been to 1sthour for 2 days now..From now on i have to stay focused on mai grades only. I can't keep worrying a bout what else is going on around me.I don't have practice tomorrow and Leigha invited me over but i don't even want to leave mai house anymore..Mai mom thinks i should stay home tomorrow and just rest so i probably will..I'm going to go i want to try to relax...TtyL
XoXo's DiNa!