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ha i dont know if i chose the right mood...... giddy probably would have been better.oh well ive never used this one before and i want to see what my bobbly head looks like with it.
i dont know why im writing this. i feel like a little innocent 6th grader going boycrazy for the first time but whatever i need an update and this is all can think of thats worthwhile to note.(even tho its not)
I TALKED WITH MY LOVER!FINALLY!
so after thinking i'd blown it forever with the "bathroom incident" i finally talk to him and for 20 min!ekk. so for the past two weeks its been like we see each other and just like stare ha or me trying to avoid seeing him so i just dont stare and be stupid but the thing is i ALWAYS see him. we manage to pull up the same time at school (even on days when im sooooo late)we manage to have the same breaks at the same time coming fromt he same hall. its like everywhere i go hes THERE and we just STARE! anywayz...
i didnt do my project for 6th so i skipped and went to the commons to sit and work on other shit like chem which i have an F in but thats another issue. so someone comes up behind me and taps my back and goes "what class you supposed to be in" and sits next to me. i look and its HIM! so after i answered him we just kinda looked at each other for like 30 sec not knowing really what to say so to break the silence i just blurt out "you're ridiculously amzaing at basketball" ha im such a dork! so then we just started talking about i dunno random stuff dealing with school,ppl, parties, other shit but i dont want to bore you all with it but yea. i think i made an idiot out of myslef b/c ppl here have soooooooo many sayings and phrases and i didnt realy understand one of them so i was like "sorry whad you say im spacing out here." haaaa carla...loser!
well im glad we finally talked and shit so now evertime we bump into each other i can actually talk to him.
so step 1 : talking to him check
now i just gotta get to step 2 : going out with him...............................
ha i'll keep you all updated if anything happens though i highly doubt it.
on another note the erica v. joelle is getting really intense and im scared...... help me!
i dont know why im writing this. i feel like a little innocent 6th grader going boycrazy for the first time but whatever i need an update and this is all can think of thats worthwhile to note.(even tho its not)
I TALKED WITH MY LOVER!FINALLY!
so after thinking i'd blown it forever with the "bathroom incident" i finally talk to him and for 20 min!ekk. so for the past two weeks its been like we see each other and just like stare ha or me trying to avoid seeing him so i just dont stare and be stupid but the thing is i ALWAYS see him. we manage to pull up the same time at school (even on days when im sooooo late)we manage to have the same breaks at the same time coming fromt he same hall. its like everywhere i go hes THERE and we just STARE! anywayz...
i didnt do my project for 6th so i skipped and went to the commons to sit and work on other shit like chem which i have an F in but thats another issue. so someone comes up behind me and taps my back and goes "what class you supposed to be in" and sits next to me. i look and its HIM! so after i answered him we just kinda looked at each other for like 30 sec not knowing really what to say so to break the silence i just blurt out "you're ridiculously amzaing at basketball" ha im such a dork! so then we just started talking about i dunno random stuff dealing with school,ppl, parties, other shit but i dont want to bore you all with it but yea. i think i made an idiot out of myslef b/c ppl here have soooooooo many sayings and phrases and i didnt realy understand one of them so i was like "sorry whad you say im spacing out here." haaaa carla...loser!
well im glad we finally talked and shit so now evertime we bump into each other i can actually talk to him.
so step 1 : talking to him check
now i just gotta get to step 2 : going out with him...............................
ha i'll keep you all updated if anything happens though i highly doubt it.
on another note the erica v. joelle is getting really intense and im scared...... help me!