well, it has been a while..
most definitley. well, church sunday went pretty well. what else happened sunday...idk, but sunday was pretty good, i think... umm monday...nothing too special i guess.. yeah i don't really remember much about monday or tuesday. today i got a headache in health, it sucked. and even though i was to the point where i felt like i was gunna hurl into my trumpet, once we started gallant seventh, i felt completely better. and i realized that i have to do really well on friday. you know, considering it just may be the last time i play it, pretty much. well, with the exception of monday and tuesday. so, prom's on saturday. but i've pretty much been avoiding thinking about it. i finished my book today, i started it yesterday, but did other things yesterday as well, lol, so i didn't get to finish it..anywho, it's done now though. yet another book for kelsey to read, smile. so school really isn't too bad. except all of my folders are falling apart. that part kinda sucks. i mean, they have for a while now, but i guess now they're just kind of all doing it at the same time and it seems that i have to re-tape-or-staple it like.. every period. i don't know. well, i really didn't think i'd have anything to say, but look at all i've written so far! man, this really stinks. i mean, yeah, i'm happy because i can eat cookies now and i missed them so much..but a)they pretty much stink now and b)i'm getting so fat. and i eat so many cookies. so i know, you're going to give me a huge lecture about not eating so many cookies and eating more fruits and vegetables and all of that kind of crap, but really, that's not how it works with me. and really, it's not that i'm hungry and i eat them or whatever, i'm just eating them because i can. i don't think i even WANT to.. but i can, so i do. and my body is really taking a beating with it. so i'm thinking of just giving them up except for.. one a week. i think that'd work to my benefit. except my prom dress is a little loose, but i don't remember what it fit like then and looking at the pictures from kelsey's from..before i think i could even EAT cookies, i have a tummy. not a little one, but a huge fat hanging-over-the-pants gut. looking at it makes me not want to eat, but my stomach just doesn't want to give in to the fight that easily. and i no longer have wamidan. and we all know that that was the only form of physical activity i ever got, even though you can't even consider it that, because all i'm doing is running around on a stage, and i'm not even doing it well or correctly. and only for what, two hours a week. soooo i guess this is just something i'll have to get used to. because we all know i'm not planning on going on any walks anytime soon. (a touch of laughter here). well, i'm going to go eat, because i feel like it, not even because i'm hungry. goodbye.