hibernation
is where its at. fuhrull. this weekend i nested with andrew cuz my roomates were out of town for fall break. it was so nice to be able to just lay around and smoke. mmm. :D
im starting to feel like im not worthy of rens. its not a pleasant feeling. its just that since hes having such an easy time staying exclusive it makes me wonder why im having such a hard time being committed to him, ya know? i mean we talked about it and its not exclusive anymore, in theory, but hes all about it. my mom keeps telling me that im doing what i should be doing, as a young college student...exploring my options and whatnot now that im meeting so many new, interesting, intelligent, exciting people. i oscillate between wanting to experience the here and now and getting wrapped up in the comforting thoughts of a future with someone i love. blegh.
shout out to my home girl carmen for reminding me to update. =P
p.s im a 30 day temporary employee of barnes and noble. we'll decide if we like each other after 30 days. :D
im starting to feel like im not worthy of rens. its not a pleasant feeling. its just that since hes having such an easy time staying exclusive it makes me wonder why im having such a hard time being committed to him, ya know? i mean we talked about it and its not exclusive anymore, in theory, but hes all about it. my mom keeps telling me that im doing what i should be doing, as a young college student...exploring my options and whatnot now that im meeting so many new, interesting, intelligent, exciting people. i oscillate between wanting to experience the here and now and getting wrapped up in the comforting thoughts of a future with someone i love. blegh.
shout out to my home girl carmen for reminding me to update. =P
p.s im a 30 day temporary employee of barnes and noble. we'll decide if we like each other after 30 days. :D