life is hard.
you know what sucks.
when people who you thought were supposed to be your friends. people who you thought you were rather close with. decide to start talking shit behind your back, but so loud that its heard by the person they were talking about ((me)) not meaning for the shit they say to be over heard though. and the shit they talk about brings back bad memories.
what am i supposed to do and say to that? its like i cant bring it up, cuz then they automatically start watching what they say around me and when they decide to start talking their shit. and if i dont? its just something thats going to burn inside of me? something that in the back of my mind i know i can fix, but why would i want to do something to make them stop tlaking shit to begin with. id have to do it for myself. right?
whatever. i dont even know what im babbling about. this has been a crazy stressful week for me and it only seems to be getting worse. nothing i do seems to help. any thoughts?
when people who you thought were supposed to be your friends. people who you thought you were rather close with. decide to start talking shit behind your back, but so loud that its heard by the person they were talking about ((me)) not meaning for the shit they say to be over heard though. and the shit they talk about brings back bad memories.
what am i supposed to do and say to that? its like i cant bring it up, cuz then they automatically start watching what they say around me and when they decide to start talking their shit. and if i dont? its just something thats going to burn inside of me? something that in the back of my mind i know i can fix, but why would i want to do something to make them stop tlaking shit to begin with. id have to do it for myself. right?
whatever. i dont even know what im babbling about. this has been a crazy stressful week for me and it only seems to be getting worse. nothing i do seems to help. any thoughts?