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Why am I gay? Seriously, I'm supposed to like males, but I don't. I went out with a few in my past...but none of them were anything more than extra special friends. Except one...but he's Bi so he has his feminine ways. Whenever I have a girlfriend on the other hand I feel like..so excited all the time, I feel like I can actually love someone, and I'm almost always smiling. The only time I ever cried about someone breaking up with me was with a girlfriend. Then again...I am usually the dumper not the dumppee..but when I am I only felt hurt when I lost my girlfriend. My boyfriends were like..ok..yeah...we aren't skrewing eachother anymore big whoop. It bothers me not knowing why I'm gay. I really does.