And Yet another Post
First to address something
Ashley...
I know you still have feelings for me and youve made it semi obvious with a couple of posts lately... And i dont mind that... Fact is... There are still some stray feelings left for you... but we are friends now... And things with us are different from back to last year
We dont talk often... And i doubt it will be more then just random speakings..
Your a great girl and i know youll find someone just like i did that will treat you like you should be.....But that someone isnt me... Besides... i dont think thats legal for me to be trying to make 2 girls happy lol...
I love Nikki with all my heart and thats where my heart is staying until she realizes how much of a bad guy i really am and kicks me to the curb lol
BTW....YOU OWE ME A PICTURE BITCH!!!
Anyways...
Just keep your head up hun and things will happen
Now... To the Past week
WORKED.. WORKED... WENT HOME EARLY... THANKSGIVING...THANKSGIVING...HOSPITAL
T-Day was aight.. i was sick on Thursday and went home early but got to hit up the Big Family T-Day festivities.. LATE by like 3hrs.. but i got there and had fun hanging with Nik and her cousin Amanda
Friday we had T-Day here at the home.... Food was awesome... I didnt help cook or anything.. i basically slept all day lol... after i called off.... and told them i was going to the hospital....
Dumb fuckin mistake
"We want a Doc's Note"
Ok... so its a routine checkup and out of there... Right?
WRONG!!!
Midnight.. Checkin
5am... FINALLY SAW A DOCTOR
Hooked me up to an IV... Gave me Imotrex Shot, Benedryl, and System Flush
WANTED TO GIVE ME 2 IV BAGS.. but i said fuck that.. one was enough...
For those who dont know...
i have a serious issue with my head.. I have uncontrolled migraines that get so bad that i sweat, shake, and sometimes vomit.. It rarely gets that bad, but its a chronic thing for my migraines and a day doesnt pass unless i get one
Docs cant figure it out.... They have just recently drugged me and sent me home... No IVs or Shots or anything... except this time
So we get home at 6:30 am... Nik is a little ticked at me... she wont admit it.. but she is... anyways
I go into work Saturday... with my docs note.. STATING I AM NOT CLEARED TO WORK AT ALL SATURDAY... and they make me work... i was scheduled for 11hrs... but they didnt need me for that long.. so i worked 6 of them and went home at 9...
Sunday... we find out... Nik's car is completely fucked... Her Radiator has a huge fuckin crack in it and now shes carless till we can get a $100 radiator installed in it
Other then that.. things are great... lol
Ashley...
I know you still have feelings for me and youve made it semi obvious with a couple of posts lately... And i dont mind that... Fact is... There are still some stray feelings left for you... but we are friends now... And things with us are different from back to last year
We dont talk often... And i doubt it will be more then just random speakings..
Your a great girl and i know youll find someone just like i did that will treat you like you should be.....But that someone isnt me... Besides... i dont think thats legal for me to be trying to make 2 girls happy lol...
I love Nikki with all my heart and thats where my heart is staying until she realizes how much of a bad guy i really am and kicks me to the curb lol
BTW....YOU OWE ME A PICTURE BITCH!!!
Anyways...
Just keep your head up hun and things will happen
Now... To the Past week
WORKED.. WORKED... WENT HOME EARLY... THANKSGIVING...THANKSGIVING...HOSPITAL
T-Day was aight.. i was sick on Thursday and went home early but got to hit up the Big Family T-Day festivities.. LATE by like 3hrs.. but i got there and had fun hanging with Nik and her cousin Amanda
Friday we had T-Day here at the home.... Food was awesome... I didnt help cook or anything.. i basically slept all day lol... after i called off.... and told them i was going to the hospital....
Dumb fuckin mistake
"We want a Doc's Note"
Ok... so its a routine checkup and out of there... Right?
WRONG!!!
Midnight.. Checkin
5am... FINALLY SAW A DOCTOR
Hooked me up to an IV... Gave me Imotrex Shot, Benedryl, and System Flush
WANTED TO GIVE ME 2 IV BAGS.. but i said fuck that.. one was enough...
For those who dont know...
i have a serious issue with my head.. I have uncontrolled migraines that get so bad that i sweat, shake, and sometimes vomit.. It rarely gets that bad, but its a chronic thing for my migraines and a day doesnt pass unless i get one
Docs cant figure it out.... They have just recently drugged me and sent me home... No IVs or Shots or anything... except this time
So we get home at 6:30 am... Nik is a little ticked at me... she wont admit it.. but she is... anyways
I go into work Saturday... with my docs note.. STATING I AM NOT CLEARED TO WORK AT ALL SATURDAY... and they make me work... i was scheduled for 11hrs... but they didnt need me for that long.. so i worked 6 of them and went home at 9...
Sunday... we find out... Nik's car is completely fucked... Her Radiator has a huge fuckin crack in it and now shes carless till we can get a $100 radiator installed in it
Other then that.. things are great... lol