An Updated... not that anyone actually reads this
Its amazing how many journals ive created since getting into using these damn things, and the same people has had them since the first one and the people reading them have gond down greatly
I mean seriously.. at first i used to have 10-15 people posting and such on my journal.. now its like the same 3 people lol... Just noticed that
Anyways
Life update...
Im still single, and enjoying it really.. Dont have to worry about shit and dont have to deal with BS drama anymore.... Maybe i do need to be single...
With Ashley it was all just a bunch of BS from the start... Rather clear to me lately...
With Sara it was just another Fuck and run deal
Tiffanie was just a whore
Crystal i prolly could have hooked up with.. but never did.. just fucked and run
Abby prolly could have been more.. but our lifestyles didnt permit that
Shelly was a waste of effort just like Ashley was....
Nikki (2 times dated) Just got tired of the LD thing really.. and found other people closer.... shelly And Abby...
Kate was my fault... Cant say anything but.. that it was my fault
There are more.. but thats been my GF list since 2000....
I dont know... Life is alot easier when you dont have certain things clouding your mind... Especially in a relationship thats long distance... Hell i mean look at the girls ive dated... All except Nikki Abby and Kate where basically whores
Sorry if that hurts people.. but Oh well... DOnt like what i say.. dont read it
And its rather amazing how i can give so much heart and love into a relationship and how easy it is for a girl to take that heart and love and crush it like it was nothing more then a bug to torture.... Maybe thats what these girls thought like... I wouldnt doubt it... But thats ok... One day ill be happy... While you all are continuously hurting yourself more and more...
Im moving to Arizona on the 10th of August... 11 days before my birthday... Not gonna do anything prolly other then look for work if i havent found one yet...
Sorta looking forward to this... The flying kinda freaks me a little.. its been awhile since ive been in a plane....but ill get through it... no biggie...
Be weird living with Nikki... Knowing that we arent together... We will prolly have to sneek around behind her moms back if we do anything lol...
My friends Amanda, Aaron, Angela, Jazz all live near PHX.. so ill know some people.... Already some there that want to kick my ass for hurting Nikki twice lol
and some dude named Josh who is recently gay... wants to blow me....
Thats right ladies... Even guys want me.... I cant help it... When im this damn good looking.. i even get guys lol
Rae and I arent speaking again.... Ive thought about apologizing and trying to work it out.. but she doesnt even want to work it out... I think its finally over for our friendship... as sad as it is... I think it is... I do love her and care for her... and she does get on my nerves.. but i mean come on.. shes like 14 years old... Shes a child compared to me.. shes Perky and hyper and will get on my nerves... And im not perfect and i never expected her to be either... Though in my eyes shes one of my best friends ever... I talked to her more then i ever talked to ashley even when me and rae were fighting...
Well.. of course... Ashley wasnt around lol
anyways
She told me tonight that there isnt anything to work out and that shes going to leave...-shrugs- nothing to really fix that.. Its her decision and if she wants to talk to me again ill be willing to be... but im done argueing with her...
And yes everyone i really am leaving... CHRIS is taking me to the airport... I need to get with him like a couple days before and talk to him about what time to come down to get me and all so we can be back in time to get my bags checked find my gate and such.. so i dont miss anything
And remind him to bring them games lmao.... Havent talked to him in the last couple of days.. but im sure he'll be on sooner or later... Prolly out hangin with Scotts dumbass
Anyways fuck monkeys.. im gonna go take a shit then prolly go to bed...
HOLLA
I mean seriously.. at first i used to have 10-15 people posting and such on my journal.. now its like the same 3 people lol... Just noticed that
Anyways
Life update...
Im still single, and enjoying it really.. Dont have to worry about shit and dont have to deal with BS drama anymore.... Maybe i do need to be single...
With Ashley it was all just a bunch of BS from the start... Rather clear to me lately...
With Sara it was just another Fuck and run deal
Tiffanie was just a whore
Crystal i prolly could have hooked up with.. but never did.. just fucked and run
Abby prolly could have been more.. but our lifestyles didnt permit that
Shelly was a waste of effort just like Ashley was....
Nikki (2 times dated) Just got tired of the LD thing really.. and found other people closer.... shelly And Abby...
Kate was my fault... Cant say anything but.. that it was my fault
There are more.. but thats been my GF list since 2000....
I dont know... Life is alot easier when you dont have certain things clouding your mind... Especially in a relationship thats long distance... Hell i mean look at the girls ive dated... All except Nikki Abby and Kate where basically whores
Sorry if that hurts people.. but Oh well... DOnt like what i say.. dont read it
And its rather amazing how i can give so much heart and love into a relationship and how easy it is for a girl to take that heart and love and crush it like it was nothing more then a bug to torture.... Maybe thats what these girls thought like... I wouldnt doubt it... But thats ok... One day ill be happy... While you all are continuously hurting yourself more and more...
Im moving to Arizona on the 10th of August... 11 days before my birthday... Not gonna do anything prolly other then look for work if i havent found one yet...
Sorta looking forward to this... The flying kinda freaks me a little.. its been awhile since ive been in a plane....but ill get through it... no biggie...
Be weird living with Nikki... Knowing that we arent together... We will prolly have to sneek around behind her moms back if we do anything lol...
My friends Amanda, Aaron, Angela, Jazz all live near PHX.. so ill know some people.... Already some there that want to kick my ass for hurting Nikki twice lol
and some dude named Josh who is recently gay... wants to blow me....
Thats right ladies... Even guys want me.... I cant help it... When im this damn good looking.. i even get guys lol
Rae and I arent speaking again.... Ive thought about apologizing and trying to work it out.. but she doesnt even want to work it out... I think its finally over for our friendship... as sad as it is... I think it is... I do love her and care for her... and she does get on my nerves.. but i mean come on.. shes like 14 years old... Shes a child compared to me.. shes Perky and hyper and will get on my nerves... And im not perfect and i never expected her to be either... Though in my eyes shes one of my best friends ever... I talked to her more then i ever talked to ashley even when me and rae were fighting...
Well.. of course... Ashley wasnt around lol
anyways
She told me tonight that there isnt anything to work out and that shes going to leave...-shrugs- nothing to really fix that.. Its her decision and if she wants to talk to me again ill be willing to be... but im done argueing with her...
And yes everyone i really am leaving... CHRIS is taking me to the airport... I need to get with him like a couple days before and talk to him about what time to come down to get me and all so we can be back in time to get my bags checked find my gate and such.. so i dont miss anything
And remind him to bring them games lmao.... Havent talked to him in the last couple of days.. but im sure he'll be on sooner or later... Prolly out hangin with Scotts dumbass
Anyways fuck monkeys.. im gonna go take a shit then prolly go to bed...
HOLLA