May 15, 2006 19:14
so today was good and annoying. everything was going great until one of roberts(robert is some freshmen in my science class) friends asked if we were going out, and the only real reason that that bothers me is because lately he has been really clingy and it's really weird. so anyways after that was science and he wouldn't stop poking me and bothering me i wanted to scream!!!!!!! but anyways rae: i just want to set thing straight i never said that you ruined dustin's future, i said the dumb ass friends he has now. and yes i'm trying to "change" him but i can't help but remember how i used to feel around him and yes i miss him, but not the new him it's the same thing with chris i do miss the old chris, but now he's to different. this has been happening a lot and it all started with jonathan, i still love jonathan but he's different now, so i can't help but feel like it's all my fault. anyways i got to go. bugger off. xoxo.