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I had a nap where I thought I was hugging somebody and it had been so long since we had hugged I was shivering and she was too and it felt nice. Shivering hugs are not something that happen in reality. It only is possible when you miss somebody dire enough for the whole body to react and by then you cannot let the person know you missed them. Life is barriers upon barriers.
I am beginning to not feel bad for people who whinewhinewhine about money. Especially those who cannot land $6 an hour jobs. One fucking girl told me it was because "the job market is tough" and went on to blame illegals. This girl also did not know what the game Scrabble was. Not saying it's related but "waaa I'm dumb but it is totally someone else's fault."
I failed to mention when I started this entry that I am drunk. I have one of my final portfolios in like six hours, in hindsight, unwise decision. It is my three gas stations, three soda cans, things. I will be criticized on how they do not reflect the city I live in. My last portfolio review earlier this week led all the seniority to call me 'frustrating'.
If it happens this time I will say I am frustrated because I want to hug someone to the point I shiver and then they will not know what to say.