cry for the future

[diminia]

i watched a beautiful monster's magic die today.
i suppose it's been dead for a long time.
i was unaware.

horrified.
and i can't place why.

i wanna be a better terror than you were.
but how can i best the best.

i'm much younger.
does that make it easier?

your voice still tears out my heart.
fuck you.
i hate you.
and i love you.
but mostly i resent you.

so long...

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