Jul 13, 2005 03:29
Ok so I know its been a while but its been a....umm...trip...I can now say that I am part of the 95% of americans that have seen a shrink because of a break down. I am not talking about a little one folks but a big one. BUT screw the updates and lets move on now shall we? Every thing is fine now.. Life could not get any better or worse for that matter. I could give less about all the drama of the past yearish...That stuff isn't important to me as much as i thought. It took me a year to figure out that the best thing i could do for myself is be myself like everyone should. I am honestly tired of the Jaxie drama...sorry jaxie but I don't care anymore...and everyone thinks that your a little on the insane side but I could careless. I am not here to rag on anyone because you know what I don't care.I will be attending school in Aug. to get my Nursing degree and Radiology tech. degree...yup kids...Nik is gonna be a nurse...what do ya think of those apples? I always have been fighting to stay away from the medical area because thats all everyone talks about well you know what...I don't care about everyone else anymore. I am doing what Ive always dreamed of doing. I am doing it by myself...for myself and if anyone or anything stands in the way well look out because there won't be a safe place to hide. I have figured out who I am and who I want to be. Where that goes from there... well its baby steps. I don't care about really anything anymore but getting done what I ve always wanted...by myself on my own. no help...I don't want it and I won't ask for it. its kinda like don't call me Ill call you kinda feeling in a way. werid eh? so what do ya all think about me being a nurse kinda different huh? hangin up the trumpet for a pink outfit and blood....who ever knew..