I give you up
Im so tired of these games im so tired of you twisting my words around and putting words in my mouth even. I know why you did this today, you wanted to transfer emotion to me. well it worked but you will never know that you will never know that you have ruined my day made me feel an inch tall and just completely broken me today. You dont deserve to know that. Fuck You. Thats right I said FUCK YOU. You have no idea whats going on and you will NEVER know I hate you today I really FUCKING HATE YOU. Im done. You hear me I said im done. I cant take this shit anymore and i need to work on me. im having a meltdown and its because of you David. You think youre such a great fucking person? I used to think that too. However you have changed my whole perspective on that idea. You are SHIT, Just like Lana you are SHIT. I NEVER said it was your fault I didnt go to the lake, i NEVER said you were the bad guy, I NEVER said I was at home miserable. You say i give you guilt trip? well news flash I never said any of those things so if you feel guilty about it thats your fucking problem not mine