Still Lonely
Still Havent seen David, Apparently everyting else is more important than me? Im So upset, can barely eat, cant sleep at all and here i sit blowing off a party cuz i was hoping to see him and he didnt even invite me over. Doesnt matter i cant afford to go out anyway. i hate this I was having such a good week till today, work sucked ass ride home sucked ass then i come home and they bitch cuz even though im doing everything round here apparently its not enough either. Then he said the words " tag Along Suzie" WTF??? Tag along?? are you fucking serious? He says he didnt mean it personal he was talking about someone else u said i didnt take it personal but what else was i supposed to do??? im so alone and he doesnt even fucking care, So depressed and he doesnt even fucking care. Hope you are happy lana, you got what you wanted im sick, and he doesnt fucking care. I cant take this I cant take being alone I cant fucking stand having a phone relationship with the person i love. but hey dont worry bout me... The Darkness is very welcoming.