hmmmm
Last night I believe, my friend Joe called me twice and we talked about shit that happened to him... Now I'm confused. He said sum things to me and complimented me on being me... He made me turn red on the face and I felt awkward because I have someone and not even my man is saying that type shit... he called me a beautiful rose while Shawn calls me beautiful, I wish shit didn't happen the way it did in the past but it did and nothing I or nebody can do... Joe is now in the army which I am very proud of him and I will miss him a lot... I hope he comes and visit me before he leaves because he MIGHT go to Irak so I wanna give him support... Then he can meet my man which will be arkward because Joe is one of my ex's and him meeting my man I have now... gunna be weird... Well I'm gunna go and smoke a cigarette then take a shower and stuff... there's shit to do since Shawn is working now, i'm home for the first time being bored... ttyl