Nothing in this world that's worth having comes easy
Graduation is a month and a half away, and I am scared to death of it.
Graduation means heading into the real world. Real job. Real loans. Real worries.
I'm not ready. I'm not ready have all these responsibilities. I can't even take care of myself: I don't eat well, I have no desire to start looking for a job, no desire to go after the things I truely want.
I've put in little effort towards dating and trying to find a girlfriend. Several cases have left me broken-hearted, and it's no ones fault but my own.
I'm doing everything in my power to procrastinate finding a job. The one thing I need to do to define my future, and I couldn't care less about it.
I'm neglecting my school work: leaving assignments down to the last minute and doing half-assed homework assignments. I only have one semester left, and I'm (I think subconscienciously) actively trying to not do well so I can stay in college for another semester, or year.
I've always been the guy who put others' needs before my own: helped out anyone's problems whether it be a simple point of advice, or driving across town to help give them a ride to school, or lended out money to pay for a tow truck; going out of my way to help others. I feel like I have no self worth, and treat everyone else as they were more important than me, no matter the circumstance.
This is a major turning point in my life, and I don't know what to do. After all the helped I've given out over the years, I wish someone would help me out and tell me what to do and let me know that everything is going to be okay. Because I'm not sure that it is
Graduation means heading into the real world. Real job. Real loans. Real worries.
I'm not ready. I'm not ready have all these responsibilities. I can't even take care of myself: I don't eat well, I have no desire to start looking for a job, no desire to go after the things I truely want.
I've put in little effort towards dating and trying to find a girlfriend. Several cases have left me broken-hearted, and it's no ones fault but my own.
I'm doing everything in my power to procrastinate finding a job. The one thing I need to do to define my future, and I couldn't care less about it.
I'm neglecting my school work: leaving assignments down to the last minute and doing half-assed homework assignments. I only have one semester left, and I'm (I think subconscienciously) actively trying to not do well so I can stay in college for another semester, or year.
I've always been the guy who put others' needs before my own: helped out anyone's problems whether it be a simple point of advice, or driving across town to help give them a ride to school, or lended out money to pay for a tow truck; going out of my way to help others. I feel like I have no self worth, and treat everyone else as they were more important than me, no matter the circumstance.
This is a major turning point in my life, and I don't know what to do. After all the helped I've given out over the years, I wish someone would help me out and tell me what to do and let me know that everything is going to be okay. Because I'm not sure that it is